Exactly what my life living as a Bipolar person has been like. I have been homeless with nowhere to live and when I was manic I felt like I was king of the world even as a homeless person I have everything a man could want and when I go in a depression it's nothing but hopeless dispair. there is no middle ground it's all or it's nothing him either way up top bouncing off of walls mind going so fast I feel like it's going to rip to pieces, or I'm in a clinical depression not wanting to eat or get out of bed. But never just level in the middle. Every emotion is sharp and intense. If I love I love with all my heart and when I rage, I rage like glowing White Hot Fire. But the worst part of all the ups and downs is your feelings are never taken seriously. Iit's always he's off his meds or don't pay attention to him he's bipolar. And normal human brain has a cap on how high or how low emotions can go my Bipolar brain does not have a cap. Most can say something in a couple sentences. I write paragraphs and novels to say what I need to say And I guess I have so much to say because I feel so very much. But on this roller coaster ride of my life with all the extreme highs and lows I am eternally grateful to my creator for all that I've learned and for the wonderful woman who had the love and patience to stand by my side and ride that roller coaster ride with me. Forever my wife, my best friend, my lover, my soulmate, my most precious treasure. Of all the things in this world Amy, I am the most thankful for you. You made my life worth living. My light in all the darkness. Thank you......
(Tashunka Witco)
Exactly what my life living as a Bipolar person has been like. I have been homeless with nowhere to live and when I was manic I felt like I was king of the world even as a homeless person I have everything a man could want and when I go in a depression it's nothing but hopeless dispair. there is no middle ground it's all or it's nothing him either way up top bouncing off of walls mind going so fast I feel like it's going to rip to pieces, or I'm in a clinical depression not wanting to eat or get out of bed. But never just level in the middle. Every emotion is sharp and intense. If I love I love with all my heart and when I rage, I rage like glowing White Hot Fire. But the worst part of all the ups and downs is your feelings are never taken seriously. Iit's always he's off his meds or don't pay attention to him he's bipolar. And normal human brain has a cap on how high or how low emotions can go my Bipolar brain does not have a cap. Most can say something in a couple sentences. I write paragraphs and novels to say what I need to say And I guess I have so much to say because I feel so very much. But on this roller coaster ride of my life with all the extreme highs and lows I am eternally grateful to my creator for all that I've learned and for the wonderful woman who had the love and patience to stand by my side and ride that roller coaster ride with me. Forever my wife, my best friend, my lover, my soulmate, my most precious treasure. Of all the things in this world Amy, I am the most thankful for you. You made my life worth living. My light in all the darkness.
Thank you......
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