Remember way back then when I was upset and mentioning that I had another old youtube account with 10k subscribers, and that I got that many because I was recording copyrighted videos and that I forgot the name of?
Well.. that's all a flat-out lie. XP
"Wait, what?!?! Why did you lie?!?"
Well, because back then, I wanted attention, and I wanted subscribers and views. And I thought by lying, I would easily get a lot of subscribers. Unfortunately, after a while of understanding how the world works and my subscriber count barely even rising up. I realized that this wasn't going to go the way I wanted it to lole. Some of the vent posts I made are fake, and I was just begging for attention. I'm probably gonna go and delete those later because some of those fake vent posts are actual cringe, and I'm ashamed that I acted like that in the first place. XP
At this point. It doesn't matter to me with how many subscribers, likes, etc. That I get since I've been focusing more on what I wanna do in life now. If you wanna unsubscribe from me. Then go ahead. I won't stop you. Honestly I wish I got these subscribers differently. But the past is done now. Ofc I wish I could go back and fix it lole.
But regardless of all that. I still wanna say thank you to all of the people that supported me. I don't really deserve it but I appreciate it.
Thank you guys for reading this. I'm not good at long sentences or paragraphs like this. But I try my best to lole xP
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Heyo everyone!
I have a confession to make.
Remember way back then when I was upset and mentioning that I had another old youtube account with 10k subscribers, and that I got that many because I was recording copyrighted videos and that I forgot the name of?
Well.. that's all a flat-out lie. XP
"Wait, what?!?! Why did you lie?!?"
Well, because back then, I wanted attention, and I wanted subscribers and views. And I thought by lying, I would easily get a lot of subscribers. Unfortunately, after a while of understanding how the world works and my subscriber count barely even rising up. I realized that this wasn't going to go the way I wanted it to lole. Some of the vent posts I made are fake, and I was just begging for attention. I'm probably gonna go and delete those later because some of those fake vent posts are actual cringe, and I'm ashamed that I acted like that in the first place. XP
At this point. It doesn't matter to me with how many subscribers, likes, etc. That I get since I've been focusing more on what I wanna do in life now. If you wanna unsubscribe from me. Then go ahead. I won't stop you. Honestly I wish I got these subscribers differently. But the past is done now. Ofc I wish I could go back and fix it lole.
But regardless of all that. I still wanna say thank you to all of the people that supported me. I don't really deserve it but I appreciate it.
Thank you guys for reading this. I'm not good at long sentences or paragraphs like this. But I try my best to lole xP
Peace out my peeps! :)
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