Okay, I'm so done, like what the fuck is my luck in this life.
Let me explain. I can't lie, I wanted to come back to YouTube about 2 weeks ago or so, because I really do miss making videos. After all, it's like a part of my life, right?
So, everything is great, I'm managing my school, texting with my online best friends and overall, doing great, and I'm like "Holy shit, that break really helped", because it did! I never felt happier than I was! That's why I decided it's time to come back to YouTube, though I wanted it to be a surprise, so like, a week or two weeks more to make a video, and we're golden.
I'm changing some designs and shit, reinstalling my screenshot app and stuff, and then ggs, because ever since I wanted to come back, a bunch of family problems came in, which involved me too, a bunch of tests in school I need to do well on, and I'm going on less than an hour of sleep per night. And no, I can't go to sleep earlier or later, my sleep schedule is fucked up enough and controlled to the point where I have no say in it.
So, until that whole shit doesn't adjust, I simply can't go back to YouTube, nor even I can't go back to my hobbies like drawing, because I genuinely have no time nor energy to do anything.
Feels weird that I haven't said anything (besides one person by accident), and now I'm ranting about it in a community post. Oh well, just don't ask about what exactly the problem is because it's private shit.
Yeah thank you for reading, I'll do my best to come back eventually, though I feel like before that happens, I'll be forgotten already ^^
Cloudy_Soul
Okay, I'm so done, like what the fuck is my luck in this life.
Let me explain.
I can't lie, I wanted to come back to YouTube about 2 weeks ago or so, because I really do miss making videos. After all, it's like a part of my life, right?
So, everything is great, I'm managing my school, texting with my online best friends and overall, doing great, and I'm like "Holy shit, that break really helped", because it did! I never felt happier than I was! That's why I decided it's time to come back to YouTube, though I wanted it to be a surprise, so like, a week or two weeks more to make a video, and we're golden.
I'm changing some designs and shit, reinstalling my screenshot app and stuff, and then ggs, because ever since I wanted to come back, a bunch of family problems came in, which involved me too, a bunch of tests in school I need to do well on, and I'm going on less than an hour of sleep per night. And no, I can't go to sleep earlier or later, my sleep schedule is fucked up enough and controlled to the point where I have no say in it.
So, until that whole shit doesn't adjust, I simply can't go back to YouTube, nor even I can't go back to my hobbies like drawing, because I genuinely have no time nor energy to do anything.
Feels weird that I haven't said anything (besides one person by accident), and now I'm ranting about it in a community post. Oh well, just don't ask about what exactly the problem is because it's private shit.
Yeah thank you for reading, I'll do my best to come back eventually, though I feel like before that happens, I'll be forgotten already ^^
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