Invidious

[VENT]

Ykw, I shouldn't hide this anymore, I've haven't been the same lately, I was doing something the other day and my mind just hit me to think to myself "am I really that bad of a person?"

I tried to not think about it, but it just came back to me now...

Some people just saw me... As a monster... and terrible person... Feel like I keep getting beat up everyday... sensing if they talk shit about me behind my back, I never asked to be who I am, I never asked to be here.

I've been through a lot pain for the last few years, and never catch a break.

I try to focus on other things but my thoughts kept pushing me forward, and lately I've been get distracted for last few weeks, it's feels like it doesn't want me to move on, I feel hurt and tired of the dramas, all the fighting.

I will be taking hiatus until october, please don't mention me in any post or videos

I just need some time alone...

4 days ago | [YT] | 17