Firstly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you all so much for making this big milestone possible. But secondly I want to level with all of you for a minute as there's something I need to get off my chest. Recently, I have been going through a very dark chapter of my life. Circumstances where my mental health and poor self esteem went so low that it led me into a downward spiral and meltdown, where I have hurt a lot of people that I care about. I'm fighting to come back from this but as anyone who's dealt with depression and shame will tell you, it's sometimes like trying to light a fire in a snowstorm. But I'm not going to be that person anymore and wallow. I resolve to be a better person and be stronger and gooder than I have ever been before. But maybe some of you reading this have had your own issues in life. If you ever want to talk about things, you can join my Discord channel and speak to me about anything. Sometimes you may feel that you are alone, but I can assure you that you are NOT alone and chatting to someone can help. Don't be like me and not seek help before things get out of control.
Old Skool Pooley Gaming
Firstly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you all so much for making this big milestone possible. But secondly I want to level with all of you for a minute as there's something I need to get off my chest. Recently, I have been going through a very dark chapter of my life. Circumstances where my mental health and poor self esteem went so low that it led me into a downward spiral and meltdown, where I have hurt a lot of people that I care about. I'm fighting to come back from this but as anyone who's dealt with depression and shame will tell you, it's sometimes like trying to light a fire in a snowstorm. But I'm not going to be that person anymore and wallow. I resolve to be a better person and be stronger and gooder than I have ever been before. But maybe some of you reading this have had your own issues in life. If you ever want to talk about things, you can join my Discord channel and speak to me about anything. Sometimes you may feel that you are alone, but I can assure you that you are NOT alone and chatting to someone can help. Don't be like me and not seek help before things get out of control.
Thank you all so so much,
Pooley
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