IMPORTANT UPDATE ON MY MENTAL HEALTH AND THE DISSENTER
Hello, everyone. I've been struggling with mental health issues for the past 16 years, namely depression and anxiety. All my adult life, I've been griding through everything. And it started getting even worse 2 years ago. And then again in late 2022 when I lost some income.
And since April 2023, I've also been experiencing difficulty concentrating, forgetting things, extreme tiredness, and extremely desperate and sad. I've kept doing interviews, I dragged myself, but I've just reached my limit. I was just on the brink of collapse or going mad.
I'm about to call for help, and I know that I'll be hospitalized for sure. I'm not sure how long I will be away, and I'm terrified of not doing the channel, losing my income, and what my future will be like. I'm also extremely sad that I won't be here to interview the awesome people I had scheduled. I already had a full schedule for the rest of the year. I'm not sure if I'll be able to contact them, so please retweet this.
If I failed, if I disappointed anyone, if what I did was not enough, or if it wasn't good enough, I'm sorry. I tried my best under these circumstances. But I've just hit my limit.
I'm extremely grateful to everyone who ever supported the show, who helped me in any way, to all the amazing guests who kindly agreed to be interviewed by me. I can't express how grateful I am for all of that.
I don't know how things will be for me. I wish you all the very best. And you will still have new interviews coming out until early December, with just a few openings that I had left for specific interviews.
I'm about to call for help. Again, thank you very much for all, everyone!
The Dissenter
IMPORTANT UPDATE ON MY MENTAL HEALTH AND THE DISSENTER
Hello, everyone. I've been struggling with mental health issues for the past 16 years, namely depression and anxiety. All my adult life, I've been griding through everything. And it started getting even worse 2 years ago. And then again in late 2022 when I lost some income.
And since April 2023, I've also been experiencing difficulty concentrating, forgetting things, extreme tiredness, and extremely desperate and sad. I've kept doing interviews, I dragged myself, but I've just reached my limit. I was just on the brink of collapse or going mad.
I'm about to call for help, and I know that I'll be hospitalized for sure. I'm not sure how long I will be away, and I'm terrified of not doing the channel, losing my income, and what my future will be like. I'm also extremely sad that I won't be here to interview the awesome people I had scheduled. I already had a full schedule for the rest of the year. I'm not sure if I'll be able to contact them, so please retweet this.
If I failed, if I disappointed anyone, if what I did was not enough, or if it wasn't good enough, I'm sorry. I tried my best under these circumstances. But I've just hit my limit.
I'm extremely grateful to everyone who ever supported the show, who helped me in any way, to all the amazing guests who kindly agreed to be interviewed by me. I can't express how grateful I am for all of that.
I don't know how things will be for me. I wish you all the very best. And you will still have new interviews coming out until early December, with just a few openings that I had left for specific interviews.
I'm about to call for help. Again, thank you very much for all, everyone!
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