Narcissistic Miss So

Illustrations by Francois Gautier (from Dark Art coloring books)
You may have to zoom in for more detail.

First image: Colored pic, how others see me.
Rest of pics.
How I see myself.

Second image:
First two pics, what a happy family looks like to me.
Third pic, what love "looks" like to me.

Third image:
First pic, what Bipolar II feels like to me.
Second pic, what procrastination feels like to me.
Third pic, what depression and anxiety feels like to me.
Fourth pic, what C-PTSD feels like to me.

Fourth image:
What clairvoyance feels like to me.
Only have the "feeling" kind but get premonitions sometimes and have also had many supernatural experiences over the years.

Fifth image:
My undiagnosed NPD where I used my "false self" (armour, mask, snarky humor, etc) to charm, and know-it-all brain to (try) and impress others. This is what it used to feel like (apparently) before I became self aware.

1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 1