I'll probably just make a few posts, but YouTube videos are temporarily over for me. I won't waste my time anymore on videos that are of no interest to this community and don't really work.
I may come back in the future, but what is certain is that for a while, I will refrain from committing myself or others. All this mess has led to a kind of breakdown in the community. I left because I couldn't accept what I had just seen. I felt like all my "friends" were actually alternate accounts, meaning people who didn't even exist. I learned to see that I attacked the wrong people for no reason, all because of acting that was way too intense. I deeply regret attacking Azawad and Sbrisky, and honestly, I won't hold it against them if they don't forgive me. I really was a jerk.
I took the opportunity to make peace with βͺ@Saharan_Islamistβ¬βββ because our conflict was based on trolling principles and therefore had no point in being resolved (I know many will be disappointed, but honestly, I prefer to do it this way). I don't know how to perceive Mani anymore. Was he always honest with me, or did he really have bad intentions? But I still think that this situation contributed to that, so to be sure, I just stop talking about him and claim 24/7 is guilty.
However, I have changed my perspective on how I view others. I no longer trust anyone except my closest friends, who are βͺ@derpdorpdirpβ¬βββ βͺ@B4sed_Austrianβ¬βββ βͺ@amel1aa_14β¬βββ and maybe other as well. I need to change things because I make too many silly mistakes and I rush headlong into things without being aware of what I need to do. I don't even take the time to think before acting anymore.
I would like to apologize to certain people for having foolishly acted towards you. I don't even know if I can forgive myself for this, so if you don't want to, I don't care (besides, it doesn't concern most of you, so there's no point in saying "I forgive you" if you're not involved in any way. Refrain from speaking on behalf of others and show some restraint here.) But I would really like to apologize to Nether for not believing her and not taking her seriously. I was too stupid, and I still am. I'm sorry Nether for not taking your words into consideration.
I've been a jerk, I'll always be a jerk, and if accusations are made against me for acting like a jerk, I'll accept them because I'm ashamed anyway. I told you I wasn't perfect, and no one will ever know. I'll remain the same bastard everyone knew, and that can't be erased.
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I'll probably just make a few posts, but YouTube videos are temporarily over for me. I won't waste my time anymore on videos that are of no interest to this community and don't really work.
I may come back in the future, but what is certain is that for a while, I will refrain from committing myself or others. All this mess has led to a kind of breakdown in the community. I left because I couldn't accept what I had just seen. I felt like all my "friends" were actually alternate accounts, meaning people who didn't even exist. I learned to see that I attacked the wrong people for no reason, all because of acting that was way too intense. I deeply regret attacking Azawad and Sbrisky, and honestly, I won't hold it against them if they don't forgive me. I really was a jerk.
I took the opportunity to make peace with βͺ@Saharan_Islamistβ¬βββ because our conflict was based on trolling principles and therefore had no point in being resolved (I know many will be disappointed, but honestly, I prefer to do it this way). I don't know how to perceive Mani anymore. Was he always honest with me, or did he really have bad intentions? But I still think that this situation contributed to that, so to be sure, I just stop talking about him and claim 24/7 is guilty.
However, I have changed my perspective on how I view others. I no longer trust anyone except my closest friends, who are βͺ@derpdorpdirpβ¬βββ βͺ@B4sed_Austrianβ¬βββ βͺ@amel1aa_14β¬βββ and maybe other as well. I need to change things because I make too many silly mistakes and I rush headlong into things without being aware of what I need to do. I don't even take the time to think before acting anymore.
I would like to apologize to certain people for having foolishly acted towards you. I don't even know if I can forgive myself for this, so if you don't want to, I don't care (besides, it doesn't concern most of you, so there's no point in saying "I forgive you" if you're not involved in any way. Refrain from speaking on behalf of others and show some restraint here.) But I would really like to apologize to Nether for not believing her and not taking her seriously. I was too stupid, and I still am. I'm sorry Nether for not taking your words into consideration.
I've been a jerk, I'll always be a jerk, and if accusations are made against me for acting like a jerk, I'll accept them because I'm ashamed anyway. I told you I wasn't perfect, and no one will ever know. I'll remain the same bastard everyone knew, and that can't be erased.
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