Patrick Teahan

What makes one's family toxic is usually aggressive denial or minimization of problems, abuse, and dysfunction.⁠

The hills they will die on are actually choices they make between their relationship with their children and how they look to the outside when it comes to their part.⁠

"I never said that."⁠

"That never happened."⁠

"We remember it differently, I guess."⁠

"You were fine; we were a normal family,⁠
what is your problem?"⁠

"You've always been the problem, and mom⁠
was right about you from the get-go."⁠

"I'm happy to lose a sister who just wants⁠
to trash-talk her family and tell everyone⁠
the family business."⁠

"So what if I hit you?...you were rotten."⁠

And the damage comes from how easily and quickly they take their high ground.⁠

In our healing journeys, we have to ask what is at stake for them and what are they choosing.⁠

While it would be hard for anyone to hear and process abuse they are responsible for, no one is going to die if they acknowledge, ask about, or admit failings.⁠

What would it mean to the survivor if they heard: ⁠

"I've been hiding from that, and I'm proud of you for bringing it up."⁠

"I wasn't in my right mind, and I know you suffered because of my choices."⁠

"I want to hear more and not be defensive and make this about me."⁠

Those would be coming from someone valuing a relationship with their children over the shame and reality of their parenting.⁠

It's a choice, and while the healthy examples seem idealistic, they do happen in families that recognize they could lose us.⁠

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