Love you all, and thanks so much for getting me to where i am. <3
This entire experience of youtube has been such an extravaganza for me, I had my low points of being demotivated, and i had my high points, The day where i hit 200 subscribers i was literally jumping around my room in happiness.
It's not very sad to me that im ending my channel, It's more bliss and bittersweet-- Well, of course it is a bit sad, too.
I actually really don't know what to say- and by the way, I know i made that huge paragraph of a post about how im quitting, but deep down i didnt feel too much like it then, But now? Yes, i feel like i should end the channel entirely, The most recent short is probably- No, The guaranteed last thing I'll ever post.. On this channel, atleast.
I remember screaming when i hit 100 subscribers, Everything you guys have done has made me so happy to see people enjoyed my, frankly stupid animations.
It's actually absurd how when i started this channel i had so much passion and motivation to be a youtuber, And now..? Nothing, absolutely nothing.
I think if i started animating again i would be awful at it, because i haven't animated in around 8 months.
This entire thing of me quitting is a mixture of burn out, and not enjoying being an animator or youtuber anymore.
I will say it, i do enjoy the publicity of being a slightly big youtuber, if you call 200 subscribers big.
In an alternative universe, I kept animating despite the burnout, and i could bet safely that i would've been a good animator with a pretty large following.
So why didn't i keep animating, then?
I stated this before, but i never actually really enjoyed animating, It hurt putting so much effort into something for it to get 6 views or something.
Anyways, that's where im gonna cut this short now.
basketwooden🪵
Go check out my newest short, if you want to.
Love you all, and thanks so much for getting me to where i am. <3
This entire experience of youtube has been such an extravaganza for me, I had my low points of being demotivated, and i had my high points, The day where i hit 200 subscribers i was literally jumping around my room in happiness.
It's not very sad to me that im ending my channel, It's more bliss and bittersweet-- Well, of course it is a bit sad, too.
I actually really don't know what to say- and by the way, I know i made that huge paragraph of a post about how im quitting, but deep down i didnt feel too much like it then, But now? Yes, i feel like i should end the channel entirely, The most recent short is probably- No, The guaranteed last thing I'll ever post.. On this channel, atleast.
I remember screaming when i hit 100 subscribers, Everything you guys have done has made me so happy to see people enjoyed my, frankly stupid animations.
It's actually absurd how when i started this channel i had so much passion and motivation to be a youtuber, And now..? Nothing, absolutely nothing.
I think if i started animating again i would be awful at it, because i haven't animated in around 8 months.
This entire thing of me quitting is a mixture of burn out, and not enjoying being an animator or youtuber anymore.
I will say it, i do enjoy the publicity of being a slightly big youtuber, if you call 200 subscribers big.
In an alternative universe, I kept animating despite the burnout, and i could bet safely that i would've been a good animator with a pretty large following.
So why didn't i keep animating, then?
I stated this before, but i never actually really enjoyed animating, It hurt putting so much effort into something for it to get 6 views or something.
Anyways, that's where im gonna cut this short now.
Thank you for the last time... And goodbye. <3
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