Uh, hello everyone, so, it's been a while, a GOOD damn while with nothing really happening on the channel, and, let me tell you, a LOT of stuff has happened or is happening, both behind the scenes and just in general, so I have been, really damn busy with life really, from helping people with depression, impostor syndrome and the like, to well, meeting some very damn good friends after well, being kind of in my own personal bubble for a good while. And it sure has been a journey to put it lightly. i could really ramble on and on for a good damn while, but I genuinely don't even know where to begin really, but at least for the youtube channel, I am going to be completely honest, I am not in the youtube spirit(if that wasn't obvious by the fact that I barely have done anything with this account, not counting watching videos, listening to songs and sometimes commenting on videos and talking in video/song priemeres, I haven't really done anything with it, hell I had an PFP made for it, and didn't even change it for like 6 months now really, so, ya know, very active amiright), most of the stuff I wanted to make into videos, I thought about making them into streams instead since I just didn't really like editing, and if I am going to be honest, I HATE my youtube videos, they are just, not great, even the video game corruption video doesn't flow well at all(but then again, that's what you get for having an hour video while not wanting to cut down on anything, when I really should have). this doesn't mean that I will never make videos or anything ever again, I am slowly but surely getting nostalgia to make videos, at least with some recorded stuff like lethal company stuff I played with some friends which I may or may not make into an edited video at some point(not confirming it, I am not in the editing spirit fully, that and I don't have MUCH MUCH footage to make a full on video with, so that's still a "maybe"), but at least as of right now, I will need to get a job soon enough, since, you know, not getting paid or anything, youtube being a hellhole for consistency and stuff like that, streaming generally being more fun for me to do and the sorts, ye...youtube is still going to be dead for a while longer, idk how long, but ye.
As for connecting with everyone and all that, while having no videos to speak of, well, you can always contact me via discord (@_lukasp) since I am REALLY active on there, like 17/7 so if you want to talk about anything, I am more than willing to do so, I am also mostly active on twitch (www.twitch.tv/lukasp), that's where most of my content, clips and the sorts come from, so if you like me for my personality(how dare you), I would advice you to go to twitch, since like I said, I am more active on there and generally have a bigger audience on there.
Also to the people out there with depression and stuff(since I can say from experience of dealing with a lot of mental problems of my own, and still sort of do), remember that there are people that care for you, if you are a good person deep down(as in like, you WANT to help people, not HAVE to help people, that sort of thing), I respect you, and many others will along the way, life can be hard, but there is always light at the end of the tunnel, even if it takes a while you can, and will reach it, don't give up.
And well, that's all I really have or want to say for now, again, I don't know what the future will bring or what can or will happen, but at least as of right now, that's all, cya later gamers, take care.
LukasP
Uh, hello everyone, so, it's been a while, a GOOD damn while with nothing really happening on the channel, and, let me tell you, a LOT of stuff has happened or is happening, both behind the scenes and just in general, so I have been, really damn busy with life really, from helping people with depression, impostor syndrome and the like, to well, meeting some very damn good friends after well, being kind of in my own personal bubble for a good while. And it sure has been a journey to put it lightly. i could really ramble on and on for a good damn while, but I genuinely don't even know where to begin really, but at least for the youtube channel, I am going to be completely honest, I am not in the youtube spirit(if that wasn't obvious by the fact that I barely have done anything with this account, not counting watching videos, listening to songs and sometimes commenting on videos and talking in video/song priemeres, I haven't really done anything with it, hell I had an PFP made for it, and didn't even change it for like 6 months now really, so, ya know, very active amiright), most of the stuff I wanted to make into videos, I thought about making them into streams instead since I just didn't really like editing, and if I am going to be honest, I HATE my youtube videos, they are just, not great, even the video game corruption video doesn't flow well at all(but then again, that's what you get for having an hour video while not wanting to cut down on anything, when I really should have). this doesn't mean that I will never make videos or anything ever again, I am slowly but surely getting nostalgia to make videos, at least with some recorded stuff like lethal company stuff I played with some friends which I may or may not make into an edited video at some point(not confirming it, I am not in the editing spirit fully, that and I don't have MUCH MUCH footage to make a full on video with, so that's still a "maybe"), but at least as of right now, I will need to get a job soon enough, since, you know, not getting paid or anything, youtube being a hellhole for consistency and stuff like that, streaming generally being more fun for me to do and the sorts, ye...youtube is still going to be dead for a while longer, idk how long, but ye.
As for connecting with everyone and all that, while having no videos to speak of, well, you can always contact me via discord (@_lukasp) since I am REALLY active on there, like 17/7 so if you want to talk about anything, I am more than willing to do so, I am also mostly active on twitch (www.twitch.tv/lukasp), that's where most of my content, clips and the sorts come from, so if you like me for my personality(how dare you), I would advice you to go to twitch, since like I said, I am more active on there and generally have a bigger audience on there.
Also to the people out there with depression and stuff(since I can say from experience of dealing with a lot of mental problems of my own, and still sort of do), remember that there are people that care for you, if you are a good person deep down(as in like, you WANT to help people, not HAVE to help people, that sort of thing), I respect you, and many others will along the way, life can be hard, but there is always light at the end of the tunnel, even if it takes a while you can, and will reach it, don't give up.
And well, that's all I really have or want to say for now, again, I don't know what the future will bring or what can or will happen, but at least as of right now, that's all, cya later gamers, take care.
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