mariofan110

So unfortunately I got some bad news. Nothing catastrophic, but I'm hurting right now.

In January of this year, my Family's Dog passed away. I was grieving pretty hard during that time, and eventually got out of that funk I was in.

Today that pain is back in full-force; my Mom's Cat (the Sphynx I talked about sometimes and how I loved him so) has also passed away. He had Congestive Heart Failure, but just didn't show signs until it was too late. The last time I visited my Mom was on Sunday the 13th, and I made the comment that he was breathing extra heavy. She told me that he does this every year because of Spring allergies. I was apprehensive but said ok. Turns out the one time I notice it, it was because of an actual issue where there was fluid building up and we didn't know. She feels absolutely terrible about it and wished something was done sooner. I made sure to tell her that it wasn't her fault. He was probably breathing extra heavy because he felt like he was drowning. I can't imagine feeling that.

Because of all this, I'm going to need to take a break from YouTube for a bit. I'm very emotional right now, and might need a break from my Playtesting on Escape From Ever After also. I just can't fully function right now, and need time. This year has been... a rough one on me.

6 months ago | [YT] | 6