I don't really have any motivation + use of YouTube anymore. I make edits or art when I want too but never finish it to post, and I've been lacking in a lot of areas when it comes to posts. I don't often want to interact anymore, and I don't even see a lot of people I know now as what I viewed them as before. All I've been doing tbh is reading, making art/edits for fun and not to post, or just chilling besides school and all.
Everytime I thought I've "bounced back" & gained motivation—caring about my channel again, it didn't last long for me to want to stay.
Even when the next TADC Episode aired, I could barely make as many edits when I was so excited then I could in the past. My channel isn't really alive anymore either, people don't interact as much now & that's okay.
Thank you all for 1.62k, and while I wish and hope to reach 2k or any other amount, I don't think that's happening lol, but if you stayed, I appreciate it.
۶ৎ ᛝ. HyunA .ᐟ ៸៸ ࣪. ༝
"What's a harsh reality?"
I don't really have any motivation + use of YouTube anymore. I make edits or art when I want too but never finish it to post, and I've been lacking in a lot of areas when it comes to posts.
I don't often want to interact anymore, and I don't even see a lot of people I know now as what I viewed them as before. All I've been doing tbh is reading, making art/edits for fun and not to post, or just chilling besides school and all.
Everytime I thought I've "bounced back" & gained motivation—caring about my channel again, it didn't last long for me to want to stay.
Even when the next TADC Episode aired, I could barely make as many edits when I was so excited then I could in the past. My channel isn't really alive anymore either, people don't interact as much now & that's okay.
Thank you all for 1.62k, and while I wish and hope to reach 2k or any other amount, I don't think that's happening lol, but if you stayed, I appreciate it.
I'll be back, probably when KOG releases or TGD
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