As I get closer to being able to go live, I am challenged with what I want to make this channel to be about.. I fundamentally believe I have to use the darkness I faced as a way to reach others and help them to safety if they want it but that leaves a limited engagement possibility and by no means am I a well off enough individual I can give "life advice", would you listen to someone who isn't at a place of success after the hardships you have faced, while pain is pain, what you have gone through is unique to you and shouldn't be devalued or compared to others.. not a registered or licensed CBHT but I have spent more time playing satans advocate in and to myself that my altar in size may even beat the length of depth of Mariana's Trench.. Lives are one of the better ways to have a documented engagement and give a certain level of raw-ness to processing things where a video would feed my sense of perfectionism and I could more easily craft specific narratives without being explicitly aware of it.. after securing a full time position where I must commute almost 2 hours round trip every day, I would either have to stream to or from work or outside of my 13 hour day, and I will be trying to Uber Driver/Delivery as I still cannot get Walmart to fix their issues to get verified for Spark, and DoorDash - Dasher is still broken at least on Google Pixel 2 XL, and Samsung Galaxy S9. Short of finding other gigwork streamers to learn how they use all the data and record, etc, this poses the largest cost investment for me as I try to do it "right" or even better than a potato capture device and just cramming out bad quality content.
I am seeking others insights as ultimately this will be my decision and I should not base it off of others, I would not turn away any advice or insights that help expand my perspective, field of view, or even consider something new,
William Hart
As I get closer to being able to go live, I am challenged with what I want to make this channel to be about.. I fundamentally believe I have to use the darkness I faced as a way to reach others and help them to safety if they want it but that leaves a limited engagement possibility and by no means am I a well off enough individual I can give "life advice", would you listen to someone who isn't at a place of success after the hardships you have faced, while pain is pain, what you have gone through is unique to you and shouldn't be devalued or compared to others.. not a registered or licensed CBHT but I have spent more time playing satans advocate in and to myself that my altar in size may even beat the length of depth of Mariana's Trench.. Lives are one of the better ways to have a documented engagement and give a certain level of raw-ness to processing things where a video would feed my sense of perfectionism and I could more easily craft specific narratives without being explicitly aware of it.. after securing a full time position where I must commute almost 2 hours round trip every day, I would either have to stream to or from work or outside of my 13 hour day, and I will be trying to Uber Driver/Delivery as I still cannot get Walmart to fix their issues to get verified for Spark, and DoorDash - Dasher is still broken at least on Google Pixel 2 XL, and Samsung Galaxy S9. Short of finding other gigwork streamers to learn how they use all the data and record, etc, this poses the largest cost investment for me as I try to do it "right" or even better than a potato capture device and just cramming out bad quality content.
I am seeking others insights as ultimately this will be my decision and I should not base it off of others, I would not turn away any advice or insights that help expand my perspective, field of view, or even consider something new,
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