Move. You’re not going to feel ready. You’re waiting for certainty that won’t come. The situation will never be perfect, and neither will you. So move. Do it now, before the window closes. You know there’s something you can act on. So act.
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I find that for me, it helps to look back on how far you have come. To see the journey you took and all the things that you overcame. That is one of the things that give me the strength to keep pushing on through life, because I have some I wanna be in life, a better me that I wanna make and I am not going to let this bad time take it away. There can't be sunshine without rain, you just gotta stay strong and keep pushing until you get past it. Keep your head up man and don't lose your goals in life, keep fighting
4 months ago | 6
i find non-resistance, "riding the wave" and trusting that it's for my own good to help, even in situations that feel like the worst thing that's ever happened to me. what i want is not always what i need, and there are always better things for me around the corner, even if the road to it might be long.
4 months ago | 17
I feel this so true I often try telling myself that the worst will have to happen no matter how much I fear it or reject the idea of it I will relapse and feel that despair and somehow I will make it through but I have to say acknowledging it doesn't make it any easier to experience. I recall every time I thought I would not survive yet I did even that doesn't necessarily means good. I don't know if there's an ultimate comfort I keep searching for that peace.
4 months ago | 1
Sometimes, it really does feel like the universe is just playing some sick game with you. Like every wrong turn, every missed chance, every piece of silence, it all points to one thing: you're not meant to win. And when you look around, everyone else seems to have their act together while you're stuck in the mud, sinking deeper. The noise and confusion pile up until it’s all you can hear, until you’re drowning in it. People tell you to keep fighting, but how do you fight when you can’t even see the enemy? You ask if we’re capable of holding all this negativity. I don’t know. Maybe we aren’t. Maybe we were never meant to. But we still try to, don’t we? We still push through the weight, pretending that it’s possible to make it out alive. The truth is, the more you carry, the less you feel like you’re even human anymore. You wonder if you’re breaking, and the answer is yes, you are. But nobody notices. They never do. They say we all have our limits, but what happens when you’ve reached yours? When you’re already too far gone and no one’s there to catch you? The thing is, there’s no real way out. People talk about finding peace, about figuring things out, but maybe that’s just the illusion that keeps us going. We try to escape, to run, to hide, but no matter where you go, you’re still stuck with yourself. The pain? It doesn’t end. It just changes shape, wears a new mask, but it’s always there, lurking. And you think ending it will stop? No, it won’t. It won’t fix anything. It won’t make the world any quieter. It won’t change the fact that it just keeps going, like a bad movie you can’t escape. And in the end, you’re still alone, still waiting for something that will never come.
3 months ago | 1
Nothing you can do, some people live damned lives no matter what they do, how are they try. I’v tried and tried for the most bare minimum in life. I’m just waiting to be brave enough to end this sick sadistic joke one day. It’s not bad luck or the universe against you, it’s all just a big sadistic joke.
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The truth is invisible to the eyes, it can only be seen through the heart. The heart is trained by prayer or meditation where we put ourselves in a state of love. related: "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." -This Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
4 months ago | 0
"We are not living in the world. We are living in the decaying corpe of God". Mainnlander
4 months ago | 0
Im like divided between work and studies rn for the past year now and the pay aint great cuz of the time sacrifice to studies will be so beneficial down the road but rn it hella tough shii. Just take who you are into accordance, like you wouldnt be who you are cuz of the trials tho.
4 months ago | 0
I have Asbergers just for context. I let myself feel the emotion and silence the inner monologe. Pickle juice and banannas help with tense muscles and cramps. Then I sooth my nerves with a nice bubble bath, use a bath steamer or scented candles. Then I sit on my porch with a cigarette and coffee and go over the facts. Once I autistically go over the facts in my head I make a chose on what is the most practical and moral solution. That way I have no regrets knowing I did all that I could do and obligated to do. I just assume if God is good then he will recompense the loss in this life or the next. I guess we will all find out if God really is good one day.
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And yet despite it all, you still stand firm against the tide Because you're invincible
4 months ago | 0
Some movie and show recomendations The Way Way Back, Deep Dark Caynon, Seven Psychopaths, Trigun, and Courage the Cowardly Dog. Video game recommendations Alice Madness 2, Darksiders1 and 2. And to replace the Cortizol with Adrenaline I would watch Free Solo. These are some of the movies and games that allowed me to escape my worries and fears temporarely to get through. You can feel the emotions but detach from the situation temporarely as needed.
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If you don't fight you don't win so fight fight even if you lose you still win.... fight!!!!
4 months ago | 0
Departure
at times, it feels like that the whole universe is plotting against you
what should one do when they find themselves in a situation where they’re surrounded by so much confusion and uncertainty? are we as humans capable of taking that much negativity inside of us?
i’m not too sure because everyone is so different and everyone has their own level of endurance. it’s saddening.
i’m sorry
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