Utopia is more of a state of being than a static, fixed, physical, worldly location. You could have a set of twins, both of the same genetics and aesthetics, etc., and have them both in the same place, doing the same things, and they could both have polar opposite experiences and perspectives of the experience. I had a period of my life I refer to as "the gravy train"... I heard a voice when I was on acid and dxm at a shpongle show, and I basically guided me to feeling safe and protected if I moved in faith and moved in the direction I always wanted to since I was a kid. When I did this, I became a literal passenger in my own body. I was just a passive observer while my body was on autopilot. Everywhere I went, I knew was exactly where I was supposed to be. And everything I did was exactly what I was supposed to do. There wasn't any guessing or doubting or anxiety or fear, etc. Pot usually makes me wig tf out, but aboard "the gravy train" I could suck down weed like nobody's business and hardly be affected. It just made me super chatty. And when I was chatty, I wasn't thinking before I spoke... it was as if my body was channeling messages people needed to here while my consciousness was just kinda looking around and observing lol Random people would flock to me just to be around me. People would cry, and I didn't understand why. People kept telling me I was beautiful or that I had a "bright light" about me 🤷 I eventually begged and prayed my way back off the gravy train because it felt unfair to me just how good and easy I had it while everyone around me still struggled. This was back in 2014. Basically, I can tell you from experience that "utopia" is literally just living on faith. When you move in faith/confidence rather than making decisions from a sense of fear and doubt and guilt and scarcity and worry, etc., you literally don't have to make any effort and you basically just live in a state of bliss. I guess, theoretically, if many people could master how to reach this state of being together, they could all dwell in a collective, shared utopia rather than a shared psychosis 🤷 although I imagine most people would consider my gravy train experience a "manic" or "psychotic episode". Thing is, I don't quite know how to get back to that state of being, but I imagine it's achievable with regular, earnest meditation. Mayne you can still find clean acid and dxm and go to a Shpongle show, and just stand there and dwell until a voice that knows you better than you do speaks to you, and cuts right through the volume of cascading PA cabinets and trippy gnomes and sprites on the dance floor 🤷 idfk. I haven't tried it again since them. Looking back, I feel as though I basically spit in the face of God and begged my way back down to earth... so I feel quite a bit of guilt and shame about that, and I'm afraid of squandering that gravy train experience again if I ever get back to it. I guess that's something I ought to overcome. The prodigal so
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As you stated the utopia many seek is false as fuck .Most I've known talking utopia shit have been the biggest scroungers and blaggards I've encountered. Not all of them though bless🙏
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been smoking homegrown for almost 5 months now. saved thousands. If that plant wont stop growing I wont stop cutting
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