It took me two years of being medicated to feel back into it again. You're ~10y older than me, but you still got time. Once I felt ready to do my thing, I took two full months before really deciding what I was going to do next. All that to say, a full life of bad coping strategies takes a while to undo, give yourself the chance you deserve, and once you think you know what you want to do next, wait a month before you start. PS.: I always loved your music/ambient tracks. I'm a musician myself and I was never able to replicate your art.
1 year ago | 0
Ambient Minds, Music and Media
...that moment the Adderall begins do its thing to my ADHD/TBI broken mind.... after 43 years of searingly egregious mental anguish... After multiple failed career attempts. After being expected to tough it all out and to feel like garbage at every shortcoming because I have a higher IQ, so why can't I succeed in this capitalist system? I'd be decades into an opera career if I had figured my medical stuff out early.... oh well. I'll think of something. This day job thing is killing me as much as my medical crap. Need to make art again or just die off...
1 year ago | [YT] | 7