It's crazy when you look back in your life and remember that at this point last year I was on my to work with the thoughts of not going home. I was planning to work one more shift, because at that point that was all I had left in me. Thankfully I never made it work that day and because of that I am still here. The fear of it still haunts and follows me, it scares me. I always dread the thought of it returning, but I can say a year later I'm not where I wanna be but I am better than I was. The sporadic videos out of the blue is due to this stress getting to me on top of irl stuff that happened too. I was gonna make a video talking about this but i decided to just type it and take it easy today. I appreciate all of you guys for being here for me, for being the support that I needed in this dark time, wouldn't have made it without y'all ❤️
Misfitbear
It's crazy when you look back in your life and remember that at this point last year I was on my to work with the thoughts of not going home. I was planning to work one more shift, because at that point that was all I had left in me. Thankfully I never made it work that day and because of that I am still here. The fear of it still haunts and follows me, it scares me. I always dread the thought of it returning, but I can say a year later I'm not where I wanna be but I am better than I was. The sporadic videos out of the blue is due to this stress getting to me on top of irl stuff that happened too. I was gonna make a video talking about this but i decided to just type it and take it easy today. I appreciate all of you guys for being here for me, for being the support that I needed in this dark time, wouldn't have made it without y'all ❤️
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