Hi guys!! It's time for yet another apology about a lack of activity ðŸ˜
As you can imagine, it isn't planned. Unfortunately, this new medication took a sharp turn for the worst. What started as mild-- but bearable and ordinary-- side effects have progressed to ones that have impacted me quite significantly. The worst of which are constant migraines that leave me unable to look at a screen for too long, and therefore unable to do this without being in pain.
I am in the process of seeking medical advice and will likely be getting off this medication. Which would mean yet another process of leaving one medication and starting another. Hopefully the fact that I've only been on this one for a couple of months means that the withdrawals won't be too bad! Fingers crossed!
This has, unfortunately, left me quite frustrated and restless. I had a lot of plans that I had meant to set in motion by now. Including starting gaming streams! That was something I was really excited for, but just haven't found the right time to start given my health. And, being a Virgo, there's few things I hate more than delayed plans. One of those being unable to stay busy!! So it hasn't been an especially fun time.
I'm not saying all this purely to complain, but just that I think it's important to be open about these sorts of things. Mental health journeys are different for everyone and sometimes they aren't especially pretty, even when you do everything you're supposed to. Things don't always work out the way you thought, and finding the right solution can be a long and complicated process.
Rest assured, though, I'm not going anywhere. I definitely need the time off to recuperate and adjust and I wish I had a more concrete timeline of when I'd be able to release videos more consistently... For the moment, I'm just gonna cross my fingers and say hopefully things settle down by the new year! In the meantime, I'm gonna be working on what I can in the background, but I definitely can't promise to maintain a weekly schedule.
As always, thank you guys for being so patient and understanding. See you soon!! <3
Darling Dollz
Hi guys!! It's time for yet another apology about a lack of activity ðŸ˜
As you can imagine, it isn't planned. Unfortunately, this new medication took a sharp turn for the worst. What started as mild-- but bearable and ordinary-- side effects have progressed to ones that have impacted me quite significantly. The worst of which are constant migraines that leave me unable to look at a screen for too long, and therefore unable to do this without being in pain.
I am in the process of seeking medical advice and will likely be getting off this medication. Which would mean yet another process of leaving one medication and starting another. Hopefully the fact that I've only been on this one for a couple of months means that the withdrawals won't be too bad! Fingers crossed!
This has, unfortunately, left me quite frustrated and restless. I had a lot of plans that I had meant to set in motion by now. Including starting gaming streams! That was something I was really excited for, but just haven't found the right time to start given my health. And, being a Virgo, there's few things I hate more than delayed plans. One of those being unable to stay busy!! So it hasn't been an especially fun time.
I'm not saying all this purely to complain, but just that I think it's important to be open about these sorts of things. Mental health journeys are different for everyone and sometimes they aren't especially pretty, even when you do everything you're supposed to. Things don't always work out the way you thought, and finding the right solution can be a long and complicated process.
Rest assured, though, I'm not going anywhere. I definitely need the time off to recuperate and adjust and I wish I had a more concrete timeline of when I'd be able to release videos more consistently... For the moment, I'm just gonna cross my fingers and say hopefully things settle down by the new year! In the meantime, I'm gonna be working on what I can in the background, but I definitely can't promise to maintain a weekly schedule.
As always, thank you guys for being so patient and understanding. See you soon!! <3
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