Hey hey all! Update time! I know, I know, it's getting old and I haven't been able to get a regular schedule going. Things have been rough with health stuff and just life in general. So, as some of you know, last week I had to go in to have some procedures done. For those of you who don't like medical stuff or body stuff, or who would rather not get that personal, you can skip this next part.
I've always been a fairly strong person and try to keep in relatively good shape regular exercise and not putting too much carap in my body. Thing is, I have a few genetic conditions that make it kind of hard, and I have to watch things a bit more carefully than the average person. My body hasn't been cooperating with me for a while. Things have been off with no answer as to why. Most levels are fine, but my iron has been far lower than it should be for a few years now. They haven't been able to find anything through imaging all this time, so it's been test after test with no answers. 🙄 Going in to get poked so they can give me iron etc. Well, they went to look inside last week, and they did end up finding a fairly big polyp in my stomach that looked like it had been bleeding pretty badly for a long time. They took it out, and there's no scary stuff like the C word or anything, which was the main thing that I was afraid of. So from what the doctor says, things should start getting better soon.
This stuff has been weighing on me pretty heavily for a while now, and has really been hell on my drive to make new content, because whenever I get going and feel motivation, something will happen with my health that throws me off. I'm really sorry for not being around as much as I was in the beginning and I'm trying to get up and running again. I have quite a few projects that are fairly close to being ready to be posted, but I hold off because I feel like they aren't as good due to my concentration not being peak, or just simply me not thinking they are good enough, or (and this is a really big one) me being scared that I'll post something, think I'm doing better, and then I'll fall off again. I really love making content and I love being here. I love everyone I've met through this and all of our interactions. It's been tough because I feel like I'm letting a lot of people down by being "flakey" or "wishy washy", and I'm really sorry for that.
I know I've talked before about things coming back to normal, and posting more regularly. I'm a bit cautious to state that I'm back to creating content because I am afraid to fall off again. For right now, I'm going to make some small goals. Honestly, I would love to do Spooktober or some kind of monster audio marathon for October, but I know jumping in like that may not be the best. I'm going to shoot for at least 2 audios a month for right now, and I'm going to try to get back to streaming as well, because our little hangouts are something I really enjoy.
There will be a stream this Thursday for some chatting, hanging out and maybe a game or maybe editing.
Thank you to everyone who has stuck by and for all of you who have always been so supportive. I cannot say enough how much I appreciate all of you! I hope everyone is doing well, and I hope to see you Thursday.
Juany
Hey hey all! Update time!
I know, I know, it's getting old and I haven't been able to get a regular schedule going. Things have been rough with health stuff and just life in general. So, as some of you know, last week I had to go in to have some procedures done. For those of you who don't like medical stuff or body stuff, or who would rather not get that personal, you can skip this next part.
I've always been a fairly strong person and try to keep in relatively good shape regular exercise and not putting too much carap in my body. Thing is, I have a few genetic conditions that make it kind of hard, and I have to watch things a bit more carefully than the average person. My body hasn't been cooperating with me for a while. Things have been off with no answer as to why. Most levels are fine, but my iron has been far lower than it should be for a few years now. They haven't been able to find anything through imaging all this time, so it's been test after test with no answers. 🙄 Going in to get poked so they can give me iron etc. Well, they went to look inside last week, and they did end up finding a fairly big polyp in my stomach that looked like it had been bleeding pretty badly for a long time. They took it out, and there's no scary stuff like the C word or anything, which was the main thing that I was afraid of. So from what the doctor says, things should start getting better soon.
This stuff has been weighing on me pretty heavily for a while now, and has really been hell on my drive to make new content, because whenever I get going and feel motivation, something will happen with my health that throws me off. I'm really sorry for not being around as much as I was in the beginning and I'm trying to get up and running again. I have quite a few projects that are fairly close to being ready to be posted, but I hold off because I feel like they aren't as good due to my concentration not being peak, or just simply me not thinking they are good enough, or (and this is a really big one) me being scared that I'll post something, think I'm doing better, and then I'll fall off again. I really love making content and I love being here. I love everyone I've met through this and all of our interactions. It's been tough because I feel like I'm letting a lot of people down by being "flakey" or "wishy washy", and I'm really sorry for that.
I know I've talked before about things coming back to normal, and posting more regularly. I'm a bit cautious to state that I'm back to creating content because I am afraid to fall off again. For right now, I'm going to make some small goals. Honestly, I would love to do Spooktober or some kind of monster audio marathon for October, but I know jumping in like that may not be the best. I'm going to shoot for at least 2 audios a month for right now, and I'm going to try to get back to streaming as well, because our little hangouts are something I really enjoy.
There will be a stream this Thursday for some chatting, hanging out and maybe a game or maybe editing.
Thank you to everyone who has stuck by and for all of you who have always been so supportive. I cannot say enough how much I appreciate all of you! I hope everyone is doing well, and I hope to see you Thursday.
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