Hi guyz, Im really sorry for just disapearing out of nowhere. I wasn't really motivated at all, i felt emotionally ill, i drifted away from the solarballs fandom and the late episodes weren't that interesting for me. And i got into the Forsaken fandom, and when i find another fandom to join it's kind of hard to keep the last one in mind. Idk if i even want to keep on with the series...... a part of me is tired of doing so much for a fandom im not even a part of anymore and the other clings to the nostalgia and passion of making those videos.
I do want to keep on making videos, but i don't want to suddenly change fandoms out of nowhere and leave what was supposed to be a serie inspired of the old afton's gacha videos.
I still have no idea what to do. If i should delete the videos and start over, if i should continue with the solarballs videos like nothing ever happened or if i should just make videos abt whatever i want and not delete the videos in the channel.
Thanks for reading, and whatever i end up choosing, i hope y'all understand it.
R☆spberry Jəlly
Hi guyz, Im really sorry for just disapearing out of nowhere. I wasn't really motivated at all, i felt emotionally ill, i drifted away from the solarballs fandom and the late episodes weren't that interesting for me. And i got into the Forsaken fandom, and when i find another fandom to join it's kind of hard to keep the last one in mind. Idk if i even want to keep on with the series...... a part of me is tired of doing so much for a fandom im not even a part of anymore and the other clings to the nostalgia and passion of making those videos.
I do want to keep on making videos, but i don't want to suddenly change fandoms out of nowhere and leave what was supposed to be a serie inspired of the old afton's gacha videos.
I still have no idea what to do. If i should delete the videos and start over, if i should continue with the solarballs videos like nothing ever happened or if i should just make videos abt whatever i want and not delete the videos in the channel.
Thanks for reading, and whatever i end up choosing, i hope y'all understand it.
Ty so much for all the love you gave me.
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