anyways how are y'all doing i've been fine i guess i don't really talk much about my life online but i haven't uploaded anything in a while so this is the best i can do lol
life has been pretty tough lately, be it friends, family, school, etc. so i guess that's the main reason i've been gone.
...is what i would like to say, but that's not the case. when i first started writing, i had nothing else i could do in my free time. playing games wasn't fun, neither was watching movies or something along those lines. that's when i thought about doing something creative, like producing music or drawing but i never could stick to doing those, making music was too hard and drawing was even harder than that. so i started looking for something else. and lo and behold, my first video ever was made. that's when i knew writing was my thing. whenever i saw a new comment i instantly jumped to writing a reply, seeing people actually like the stuff that i do made me feel in a way i couldn't put into words. but after paramnesia with lyrics, i lost that spark. sure, writing is still something i enjoy doing but going through the whole video making process is yucky af. like, i have 4 nearly completed scripts (they're remnant, stray and even non-fnmom songs like forever dream and returnal btw if u were wondering) that could be turned into 4 full-on videos, but i just don't want to right now, and i'm not sure if i ever will. i'll probably return to making videos sometime but i can't promise anything.
so all i wanna say is, thank you. thank you for giving me an opportunity to share my work, thank you for being with me along this journey and most important of all, thank you for enjoying my videos.
denocalypse
the duality of man
anyways how are y'all doing
i've been fine i guess
i don't really talk much about my life online but i haven't uploaded anything in a while so this is the best i can do lol
life has been pretty tough lately, be it friends, family, school, etc. so i guess that's the main reason i've been gone.
...is what i would like to say, but that's not the case.
when i first started writing, i had nothing else i could do in my free time. playing games wasn't fun, neither was watching movies or something along those lines.
that's when i thought about doing something creative, like producing music or drawing but i never could stick to doing those, making music was too hard and drawing was even harder than that. so i started looking for something else.
and lo and behold, my first video ever was made. that's when i knew writing was my thing.
whenever i saw a new comment i instantly jumped to writing a reply, seeing people actually like the stuff that i do made me feel in a way i couldn't put into words.
but after paramnesia with lyrics, i lost that spark. sure, writing is still something i enjoy doing but going through the whole video making process is yucky af.
like, i have 4 nearly completed scripts (they're remnant, stray and even non-fnmom songs like forever dream and returnal btw if u were wondering) that could be turned into 4 full-on videos, but i just don't want to right now, and i'm not sure if i ever will.
i'll probably return to making videos sometime but i can't promise anything.
so all i wanna say is, thank you. thank you for giving me an opportunity to share my work, thank you for being with me along this journey and most important of all, thank you for enjoying my videos.
have a nice day :)
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