Ahhh today was sooo awful! Like I can't even express... I can imagine the whole world discouraging me but just not that ONE PERSON-✋:) Not even kidding even if the whole world hates me just not that one prsn... I feel soo sad rn...I don't even wanna talk to anyone...but atleast I can talk to my fandom..ryt-?:) Like seriously it hurts broo...I hate everything and everyone rn... I'll tell y'all what happened later...though ik that I'll be okay later on...cause ik I ain't that weak...but :) I hv Nthg more to say:) Goodbye.
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Okay soo...today we had stage rehearsals(two times) And in the first one I did 3-4 mistakes like I was slightly confused at time soo Yhh...then in the next time I did 1-2 mistakes...:) The MAIN PROBLEM WAS JS THAT I PRACTICED THE LAST STEPS WRONGLY...LIKE THE SEQUENCE OF STEPS WAS WRONG...AND I JUST WASN'T ABLE TO UNDERSTAND CAUSE IT WAS VERY CONFUSING...REST ID WANNA SAY:) And I was just soo scared...that even the audience was able to feel how scared I was... 😭🙏 But I think I did much better this time soo yeah I'm glad:)💘 Even if I'm not perfect I'm trying and I know that I will do it someday! ✨🕶️ And honestly I'm not sad for my position... cause like we're 8-9 students...and like I'll stand in the gap of two children...soo the audience won't really see whose standing in the front... cause I'll be equally visible...soo Yhh i ain't worried ABT that... it's just that I forgot to lower my expectations nthg more hehe!:)💌
Angelic_Aura!!
Ahhh today was sooo awful!
Like I can't even express...
I can imagine the whole world discouraging me but just not that ONE PERSON-✋:)
Not even kidding even if the whole world hates me just not that one prsn...
I feel soo sad rn...I don't even wanna talk to anyone...but atleast I can talk to my fandom..ryt-?:)
Like seriously it hurts broo...I hate everything and everyone rn...
I'll tell y'all what happened later...though ik that I'll be okay later on...cause ik I ain't that weak...but :)
I hv Nthg more to say:)
Goodbye.
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Okay soo...today we had stage rehearsals(two times)
And in the first one I did 3-4 mistakes like I was slightly confused at time soo Yhh...then in the next time I did 1-2 mistakes...:)
The MAIN PROBLEM WAS JS THAT I PRACTICED THE LAST STEPS WRONGLY...LIKE THE SEQUENCE OF STEPS WAS WRONG...AND I JUST WASN'T ABLE TO UNDERSTAND CAUSE IT WAS VERY CONFUSING...REST ID WANNA SAY:)
And I was just soo scared...that even the audience was able to feel how scared I was... 😭🙏
But I think I did much better this time soo yeah I'm glad:)💘
Even if I'm not perfect I'm trying and I know that I will do it someday! ✨🕶️
And honestly I'm not sad for my position... cause like we're 8-9 students...and like I'll stand in the gap of two children...soo the audience won't really see whose standing in the front... cause I'll be equally visible...soo Yhh i ain't worried ABT that... it's just that I forgot to lower my expectations nthg more hehe!:)💌
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