Hey guys. You’ve probably noticed that I didn’t upload much over the past month. Well, that’s mainly because I kinda ran out of ideas… and yeah also because it’s summer. The couple of videos I released recently were made some months ago, so I hadn’t really edited anything in a while. I had in mind to make a comeback around mid august, even with some brand new stuff. However, I’m not so sure about that anymore.
My boyfriend broke up with me almost a week ago and I don’t think I’ll recover from that for a long time. I’m not even at home right now, I’m in another country with no friends to hang out with, but they’re still trying to give me support from distance.
I can’t tell how I’ll be feeling in a couple of weeks from now; if I will have managed to accept what happened or if thanks to some god he will have chosen to come back with me. I really don’t know. I don’t even know if this is something I should be sharing here on the internet… but I strongly believe that I need to expose myself on the matter a bit, since it may influence the future of the channel.
In case you won’t see any further uploads, it means I gave up on one my favorite hobbies, and maybe depression has taken over. Thanks for all the support you gave over the years. Never would I have thought I could reach almost 2.5K subs.
If you ever find yourself in this type of situation, which is likely, please, be stronger than me, and try getting over it. Friends will help, family as well. It isn’t my case for the second one sadly, but it could be for you.
Ornitorinco Giallo
Hey guys. You’ve probably noticed that I didn’t upload much over the past month. Well, that’s mainly because I kinda ran out of ideas… and yeah also because it’s summer.
The couple of videos I released recently were made some months ago, so I hadn’t really edited anything in a while.
I had in mind to make a comeback around mid august, even with some brand new stuff. However, I’m not so sure about that anymore.
My boyfriend broke up with me almost a week ago and I don’t think I’ll recover from that for a long time.
I’m not even at home right now, I’m in another country with no friends to hang out with, but they’re still trying to give me support from distance.
I can’t tell how I’ll be feeling in a couple of weeks from now; if I will have managed to accept what happened or if thanks to some god he will have chosen to come back with me. I really don’t know. I don’t even know if this is something I should be sharing here on the internet… but I strongly believe that I need to expose myself on the matter a bit, since it may influence the future of the channel.
In case you won’t see any further uploads, it means I gave up on one my favorite hobbies, and maybe depression has taken over.
Thanks for all the support you gave over the years. Never would I have thought I could reach almost 2.5K subs.
If you ever find yourself in this type of situation, which is likely, please, be stronger than me, and try getting over it. Friends will help, family as well. It isn’t my case for the second one sadly, but it could be for you.
Love y’all
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