i'm going on hiatus, I'd much rather play games go outside. Write my book and spend time with friends making animations and just being me instead of worrying about a channel 24 seven. I'm not quitting. I don't think but I'm seeing that white rabbit and that makes me really upset. I love making dragons, but I just don't have the energy to make them constantly I'm trying to finish this remake. He's almost done. He should be done tomorrow. Maybe if I have the motivation who is to say I'm entering plot points in my book. I wanna write that. I wanna go to bed at a decent time. I want to meet my friends in person. I want to be me without being held down by this channel. I don't hate this channel, but it's become such a thing that if I'm not making money due to how YouTube is. ( wants me to give an ID. I'm not doing that.) then I don't see the point in posting if it's just going to be a crap post. I tried recording earlier. All of my dragons are on my floor now so that was a fail clearly. I look at my dragons and I think I could do so much better. I could remake them to be better and sturdier and then I just don't have the motivation. Or I do and I just don't want to make my room messy because I know every single time after I make a dragon or work on it's gonna be painted on the ground. Here's going to be paper underneath my car where I can't get it there's it's just going to be somewhere where I can't find it.
This is a really long post. I'm so sorry but I'm going on hiatus. You'll see a couple post here and there maybe sneak peaks on the dragon or an animation or maybe I'm just showing off art I might stumble through my drafts finish and edit. Post the edit go back to my hiatus.
My dragons are falling apart, as is my soul. I'm not finding joy in this anymore. I don't want to keep pretending.
I want to keep making dragons so then I can make shorts about my lore , about my book but how can I do that when I don't want to my body doesn't want to how can I do that when I'm not finding joy in standing up at my ring light recording a video how can I do that when I want to post other content, but I am scared. If I shift content y'all won't watch it all 6000 subscribers which I've been stuck at for months won't watch it
This is all voice to text. Some of it might not be proper grammar, might not be the exact way I would type, but it is me speaking and it's me speaking while I'm staring at my dragons on my floor
bloodmoon / hiatus
i'm going on hiatus, I'd much rather play games go outside. Write my book and spend time with friends making animations and just being me instead of worrying about a channel 24 seven. I'm not quitting. I don't think but I'm seeing that white rabbit and that makes me really upset. I love making dragons, but I just don't have the energy to make them constantly I'm trying to finish this remake. He's almost done. He should be done tomorrow. Maybe if I have the motivation who is to say I'm entering plot points in my book. I wanna write that. I wanna go to bed at a decent time. I want to meet my friends in person. I want to be me without being held down by this channel. I don't hate this channel, but it's become such a thing that if I'm not making money due to how YouTube is. ( wants me to give an ID. I'm not doing that.) then I don't see the point in posting if it's just going to be a crap post. I tried recording earlier. All of my dragons are on my floor now so that was a fail clearly. I look at my dragons and I think I could do so much better. I could remake them to be better and sturdier and then I just don't have the motivation. Or I do and I just don't want to make my room messy because I know every single time after I make a dragon or work on it's gonna be painted on the ground. Here's going to be paper underneath my car where I can't get it there's it's just going to be somewhere where I can't find it.
This is a really long post. I'm so sorry but I'm going on hiatus. You'll see a couple post here and there maybe sneak peaks on the dragon or an animation or maybe I'm just showing off art I might stumble through my drafts finish and edit. Post the edit go back to my hiatus.
My dragons are falling apart, as is my soul. I'm not finding joy in this anymore. I don't want to keep pretending.
I want to keep making dragons so then I can make shorts about my lore , about my book but how can I do that when I don't want to my body doesn't want to how can I do that when I'm not finding joy in standing up at my ring light recording a video how can I do that when I want to post other content, but I am scared. If I shift content y'all won't watch it all 6000 subscribers which I've been stuck at for months won't watch it
This is all voice to text. Some of it might not be proper grammar, might not be the exact way I would type, but it is me speaking and it's me speaking while I'm staring at my dragons on my floor
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