Aaryan Shah

ahead of releasing of one of the most personal albums of my career, there’s something i’ve been wanting to share with y’all.

this message is hard for me to write — on social media of all places. for years now, i’ve been struggling with bipolar disorder. it’s something i’ve never really spoken on publicly because there’s a fear of judgment from the world, society, and even my own family. in 2020, i felt my depression evolve into something so much more unstable — and it was dismissed when i tried to express it. i suppressed it for the next 3 years and lied to myself, and i’ve felt it in the background of every album since. for over a year and a half now, i’ve been diagnosed and on medication. not everyone in my personal life accepts it, and i felt like i had to keep it hidden, but i’m very proud of myself for the work i’ve done to keep myself stable and honestly, alive. i understand the stigma around bipolar, and on some level, i fear that people will perceive me differently after knowing this. but it’s important to me that i can represent an illness that is severely misrepresented. it’s important to me that i can shed light on my struggle with mental health and normalize how nuanced all of it really is.

as i write this, i hope you love me for the person i am, and understand me on a deeper level. it’s hard to share this with the world, but i’m ready to wear it like a badge of honor, because i really want to become a better version of myself. i’m learning to live with this as a part of my adult life. i’d say this is the healthiest i’ve been in years, but it comes in waves and i’m learning how to take it as it comes.

thank you for your love & support. thank you to my friends, family, and team for being patient with me. and to anyone else who’s struggling with their mental health, i promise what you feel is valid. what you experience is real. and there’s nothing wrong in asking for help.

i’ve put a link in my bio for anyone who wants to learn more, and how you can support the people in your life who might experience it too.

love always,
aaryan

5 months ago | [YT] | 304



@Rae.607

Your music is everything! Thank you for sharing it and for sharing your struggles! It makes you human! Much love & respect!!!!

5 months ago | 6

@natalyguardado4604

Just know this, Aaryan. Bipolar disorder, or no bipolar disorder. I still love you. Or should I say: we still love you. Bipolar disorder doesn’t change that. I’m very sorry that not all people will except this about you. But don’t let that get you down. You’ve got us. Your fans, supporting you all the way. Besides: just because you have bipolar disorder, it doesn’t mean that I myself will see you any differently. You still are, and will always be, the sweet, kind, caring, humble, and most awesome, big brother figure that I’ve had the greatest pleasure of having in my life. I love you so very much, Aaryan.

5 months ago | 8

@Willfixyou

You are an amazing human being and a wonderful artist Aaryan. Your emotions are your own, and nobody has the right to judge them. Your music has given me the best of my days and supported me on my toughest days too.

5 months ago | 6

@Dez-j7w

I found your music and fell in love with it. I have it in my personal headphones Playlist. 🎧 made me feel understood and other things lol . Relatable in the undertones is an understatement. Thank you for your hard work and lovely music. 💙 From a fan coping with Bipolar and Borderline Personality Disord

5 months ago | 5

@marandamarotz2611

I love you even more for being open, honest, real, vulnerable and informative. I am a person who has suffered from bipolar for numerous numerous years. I had been on so many different antidepressants over a decade. And nothing ever lasted for any given time. Well they misdiagnosed me for all that time as a chronic depressive. It wasn't until I went to a psychiatrist and learned that I was bipolar. Hadn't even heard of it back then. And I have to say it's a shame how the doctors just dismissed you like they did. I wish more people and health professionals knew more about mental health so you can be treated properly for referred to hental health practices. I learned so much about myself and my disease over the years. The ups and downs, or what I call a crazy roller coaster ride finally makes sense. Don't be ashamed. Mental health is as important. Please get help if you're feeling a certain way. There is no shame in asking for it. Help is out there. And you don't have to go through it alone either. Good luck to every...much hugs!

5 months ago | 1

@steph6987

You are PERFECT just the way you are. Your talent with music is everything and all of your fans continue to love YOU and your music. Keep your head up you beautiful soul ❤️❤️

5 months ago | 1

@ceciliakish119

Love you always Aaryan, I’m sorry people don’t accept you for being you. I hope you continue to push on, and thank you for sharing this personal part of your life with us🖤

5 months ago | 4

@seanxiggores8981

Been a fan since the beginning man..nuff said keep going breh.

5 months ago | 6

@evawe9375

Hey Aaryan, funnily enough I discovered your music because I am bipolar myself - diagnosed 5 years ago - and I was searching for songs about it or connected to it. That's how I stumbled upon 'mania'. Thank you for sharing this about yourself! Good that you're on medication that hopefully keeps you stable. I also found peace in God and I know that He is and was playing a huge part in my stableness and not drifting away... Praying for you and everyone else who struggles with episodes! God bless

5 months ago | 4

@Andytronex

Thank you Aaryan💙

5 months ago | 6

@sparshpathania627

Your songs spoke what was in my heart and mind. I am suffering too here probably because of adhd or bipolar or god knows what. In my 7 years of alone journey no such lyrics of any songs made sense the way your songs did. 🫂🥹 Love, prays & resilience from India

5 months ago | 4

@fawad2490

Aaryan your honesty and strength are inspiring. Your music has always resonated, and knowing this part of your journey only deepens that. Whatever happens, I'll still be listening and be your fan 🖤

5 months ago (edited) | 5

@NXRA____

It always comes in waves

5 months ago | 7

@OriginalCape

I love you and your music as you are. Many of us share a similar struggle which is why your songs resonate with us, much love ❤️

5 months ago | 0

@theucheao

I love how this post is bringing others in the same boat together and giving them a safe place to express their own. You truly have created a beautiful community, Aaryan.

5 months ago | 2

@NXRA____

Thank you for giving me a new life 🖤

5 months ago | 4

@FLKL777

Keep going Aaryan. We will support you, your music helped me and many other people. Waiting for more, sending love and peace❤️✌️

5 months ago | 3

@christellemathieu8939

I really appreciate you and yours songe, there is à lot of emotions in your songs, its like friends, one who sings and the one who listens. You have all my support and affection. Yours songs are beautiful and no doubt you too

5 months ago | 0

@DIVINGSTRONGER

Thank for being so open to us all👑

5 months ago | 0

@HexiH04

All the best wishes to you,you are not alone with it♥️♥️♥️♥️

5 months ago | 2