Imma vent a little so sorry 😇: Tw: s3xual talks I hate my step dad so much, yeah hate is a strong word but so what, I hate his guts. I’m so glad that he’s a step dad and not my real dad. My real dad is way better than him, my real dad never broke our stuff when he got mad, my real dad never said I was a maid, my step dad treated my older brother well. And I don’t care if my real dad left us, and yeah he doesn’t go in contact with us but when I did see him for the last time, he cried and was sorry for leaving us he cried to me and my little brother. At least he apologized, my step dad never apologizes, he doesn’t feel sorry, he doesn’t care what he does.
I felt like a princess when I was with my real dad, I felt loved and cared for, he said he loved us all the time. He made my older brother happy, and loved same with my little brother.
My step dad is never and will never be a good dad or man, he treats US like crap but with his own family, he cares for them more. He doesnt tell his damn workers to treat my older brother right, he lets them make fun of my brother, he lets them be disrespectful to my brother. No wonder my older brother is always in a bad mood, or complaining to my mom about work. He used to call me his maid, oh go clean the dishes my maid, make food maid. Whenever I stood my ground he get mad and say that I’m disrespectful, but you treat me like trash. He broke my littler brother’s monitor and idk maybe his door too, all because my little brother was asleep and didn’t fully wake up to help him. But I was out there helping him, so why should it matter he still had no right.
I do hope that I can get help/ diagnosed with social anxiety, so that way I can start getting a job, doing things on my own. I also wish I can tell people what he has done to me at a young age and still doing, but I can’t. The state that I’m living in, or the job my mom works at is so idk my mom gets paid not a lot, and things are so expensive here, if I did tell my mom or the cops what he has done to me all my life. I know we are gonna suffer with money and living, and I’m scared that they are gonna ask for proof, the reason why I don’t have proof because I’ll feel bad. I’ll feel gross saving images or pictures of the stuff. He always said that he is the one that is providing the money so without him we have nothing, so if I do snitch I’ll feel like it’s my fault.
I’m in my head or how I see it, s3xual. I at a young age did l3wd things to myself or had thoughts, because of what he did, my young child mind thought it was normal because he did those things to me. I feel so bad venting about this I’m sorry.
I wish I can escape and help my mom and brothers and pets find a good place to stay and live but it’s so hard now and days. I wish I didn’t live like this.
I’m sorry for venting, please don’t try to do things I just wanted to get this off my chest, again sorry.
Geno
Imma vent a little so sorry 😇:
Tw: s3xual talks
I hate my step dad so much, yeah hate is a strong word but so what, I hate his guts. I’m so glad that he’s a step dad and not my real dad. My real dad is way better than him, my real dad never broke our stuff when he got mad, my real dad never said I was a maid, my step dad treated my older brother well. And I don’t care if my real dad left us, and yeah he doesn’t go in contact with us but when I did see him for the last time, he cried and was sorry for leaving us he cried to me and my little brother. At least he apologized, my step dad never apologizes, he doesn’t feel sorry, he doesn’t care what he does.
I felt like a princess when I was with my real dad, I felt loved and cared for, he said he loved us all the time. He made my older brother happy, and loved same with my little brother.
My step dad is never and will never be a good dad or man, he treats US like crap but with his own family, he cares for them more. He doesnt tell his damn workers to treat my older brother right, he lets them make fun of my brother, he lets them be disrespectful to my brother. No wonder my older brother is always in a bad mood, or complaining to my mom about work. He used to call me his maid, oh go clean the dishes my maid, make food maid. Whenever I stood my ground he get mad and say that I’m disrespectful, but you treat me like trash. He broke my littler brother’s monitor and idk maybe his door too, all because my little brother was asleep and didn’t fully wake up to help him. But I was out there helping him, so why should it matter he still had no right.
I do hope that I can get help/ diagnosed with social anxiety, so that way I can start getting a job, doing things on my own. I also wish I can tell people what he has done to me at a young age and still doing, but I can’t. The state that I’m living in, or the job my mom works at is so idk my mom gets paid not a lot, and things are so expensive here, if I did tell my mom or the cops what he has done to me all my life. I know we are gonna suffer with money and living, and I’m scared that they are gonna ask for proof, the reason why I don’t have proof because I’ll feel bad. I’ll feel gross saving images or pictures of the stuff. He always said that he is the one that is providing the money so without him we have nothing, so if I do snitch I’ll feel like it’s my fault.
I’m in my head or how I see it, s3xual. I at a young age did l3wd things to myself or had thoughts, because of what he did, my young child mind thought it was normal because he did those things to me. I feel so bad venting about this I’m sorry.
I wish I can escape and help my mom and brothers and pets find a good place to stay and live but it’s so hard now and days. I wish I didn’t live like this.
I’m sorry for venting, please don’t try to do things I just wanted to get this off my chest, again sorry.
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