jax's msm insanity

guys im not dead i swear!!! im stuck in the ouroboros of wanting to make stuff but i always think i need to just have a set number of stuffs to do! creation is LIMITLESS and i am wallowing in the puddle of projects like a fool. the irony beats me every time. end the match 2-0 because we already got our winner :p

what the fuck am i talking about tho? basically dont expect frequent uploads on one specific project lest it's something that actually has a pattern in uploads [seasonal islands or whatnots] because im juggling what is basically a hurricane of ideas n i get drained from having to tie myself down to one at any given moment. whatever comes out comes out when im done with it!

but that doesnt mean longer waits for stuff, the contrary actually! finally admitting that i cant stick to any given plan is a big load off my headstem. i can basically do whatever i want and i trust that anyone can deal with their favorite project not having any updates in like what weeks? months? YEARS??? [not years. im not that slow lol.]

in unrelated news, im gonna experiment myself with videos pertaining to my non msm interests, such as 'animated' skits or OC stuffs. you are COMPLETELY FREE to not engage with that stuff, it is all pure concentrated self indulgence. beautiful and disgusting at the same time ;;lmao what am i talking about anymore.

ill use these posts for art or OC lores or just general anything from now on as well. i think thats about everything. apologies for the long post, reading sucks. heres a cool picture

1 year ago | [YT] | 7