I decided to address you in regards to my activity that's fading out on this channel and communicate a message. This will be a long text, so feel free to grab something to eat or drink while reading. He he 😋. I've been very seriously inactive for the past 2-3 years on this channel and everything can be pretty much ascribed to other more important activities in my personal life or just... Daily routine. Of course, just like many other people, after finishing school, I was reaching another important milestone - college bachelor's degree. I'm currently having very big anxiety over my bachelors work for which I have over one and a half month of time to finish. Getting to a whole new era in my life has also forced previous eras diminish, if I could let myself put it like that. The reason why there is just a general lack of motivation uploading content over here is my slowness and inability to adapt to the fast pace the audiences in social media these days usually desire you to adapt to. Honestly, I always found it very difficult to keep up with the consistency uploading videos, earning revenue from them and doing this several days a week while there are more important things in your life you must always consider and care about. It was always easy for me to generate new and interesting ideas, but never was it so easy to accomplish them in its fullness, considering I'm a perfectionist. And not only that, I am also of a very slow temperament (wohoo, I'm a certified Estonian 🇪🇪 lmao). Does that mean that the activity on this channel is just right away - cut? That I'm just scrapping any ideas I had on my mind, perhaps even turning myself in a whole other direction, slamming the door and starting to curse on everyone I see here? No. In fact, I'm determined to keep this channel the way it is. For now. But I want it to go a totally different direction in the future. Maybe not tomorrow, not after a month or a year, but I have a certain plan for my audience and this channel. Or at least two plans. Until I am able. Whenever I can, I'm silently working on a project I promised you some time ago that I am working on. But that is pretty much all I can say, without once again jumping into empty promises. The following plans for this channel are a somewhat different reorientation than what you've seen in the past. I want to elaborate a bit on what I will be planning to achieve with my content, creativity and audience. I don't really want to scrap the idea to create graphically vizualized alternate historical scenarios, often displayed on maps. And I just cannot put this into any other concrete term. The term „mapping“ is just a very bastarized, niche and unclear form to define it. The community which rallies around that has probably died out when I'm writing this post, so I don't quite like my association with it and „mapping“ as a concept, hence why I don't call myself a "mapper" anymore. Strangers, who are new to this, always look very awkwardly to this self-presentation. Back to my main point, I want to keep large part of what I currently create but also begin focusing on political and historical topics more. Living Ironically in Europe, Gattsu and perhaps the very format of videos Ben Shapiro creates are my biggest inspirations for that. To compensate my motivational losses on this channel, for these past few years I was involved in creating semi-similar content for Lithuanian audiences on this channel: youtube.com/@landsberginis5845 . This channel will be dying and that's completely understandable but I firmly believe I will be able to make this it rise from ashes and get everything back on track. I am thankful for your patience and time reading this message. Feel free to comment something in the comment section, I miss having discussions with my fans.
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I decided to address you in regards to my activity that's fading out on this channel and communicate a message. This will be a long text, so feel free to grab something to eat or drink while reading. He he 😋.
I've been very seriously inactive for the past 2-3 years on this channel and everything can be pretty much ascribed to other more important activities in my personal life or just... Daily routine. Of course, just like many other people, after finishing school, I was reaching another important milestone - college bachelor's degree. I'm currently having very big anxiety over my bachelors work for which I have over one and a half month of time to finish. Getting to a whole new era in my life has also forced previous eras diminish, if I could let myself put it like that. The reason why there is just a general lack of motivation uploading content over here is my slowness and inability to adapt to the fast pace the audiences in social media these days usually desire you to adapt to. Honestly, I always found it very difficult to keep up with the consistency uploading videos, earning revenue from them and doing this several days a week while there are more important things in your life you must always consider and care about. It was always easy for me to generate new and interesting ideas, but never was it so easy to accomplish them in its fullness, considering I'm a perfectionist. And not only that, I am also of a very slow temperament (wohoo, I'm a certified Estonian 🇪🇪 lmao). Does that mean that the activity on this channel is just right away - cut? That I'm just scrapping any ideas I had on my mind, perhaps even turning myself in a whole other direction, slamming the door and starting to curse on everyone I see here? No. In fact, I'm determined to keep this channel the way it is. For now. But I want it to go a totally different direction in the future. Maybe not tomorrow, not after a month or a year, but I have a certain plan for my audience and this channel. Or at least two plans. Until I am able. Whenever I can, I'm silently working on a project I promised you some time ago that I am working on. But that is pretty much all I can say, without once again jumping into empty promises.
The following plans for this channel are a somewhat different reorientation than what you've seen in the past. I want to elaborate a bit on what I will be planning to achieve with my content, creativity and audience. I don't really want to scrap the idea to create graphically vizualized alternate historical scenarios, often displayed on maps. And I just cannot put this into any other concrete term. The term „mapping“ is just a very bastarized, niche and unclear form to define it. The community which rallies around that has probably died out when I'm writing this post, so I don't quite like my association with it and „mapping“ as a concept, hence why I don't call myself a "mapper" anymore. Strangers, who are new to this, always look very awkwardly to this self-presentation. Back to my main point, I want to keep large part of what I currently create but also begin focusing on political and historical topics more. Living Ironically in Europe, Gattsu and perhaps the very format of videos Ben Shapiro creates are my biggest inspirations for that.
To compensate my motivational losses on this channel, for these past few years I was involved in creating semi-similar content for Lithuanian audiences on this channel: youtube.com/@landsberginis5845 .
This channel will be dying and that's completely understandable but I firmly believe I will be able to make this it rise from ashes and get everything back on track. I am thankful for your patience and time reading this message. Feel free to comment something in the comment section, I miss having discussions with my fans.
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