I’m writing this because I owe you guys an explanation. I’m sorry for not replying to anyone, and I know it might feel rude, but I need to tell you why I’ve decided to isolate myself for a while.
Since childhood, I’ve been that “good student.” The one who was supposed to do well, the one everyone had expectations from especially my parents. After 12th, I chose the Company Secretary (CS) course. Many of you might not know, but CS is one of the top corporate positions in India, especially in listed companies. And because of that, the course is brutally tough the passing percentage is barely 3–4%.
I cleared my foundation (CSEET), and right now I’m in Executive. Executive has two groups. I cleared Group 2. Only Group 1 remains. One more step and I reach CS Finals. But the reality is… I’ve been stuck in Executive for two years now. And that feeling is toxic. It’s like one leg is already in Finals, and the other leg is still trapped here.
I never had a “college life.” CS doesn’t give you that luxury. It demands long hours 8 to 10 hours of classes, studies, revisions. No vacations, no nightlife, no real social circle. And I’m not saying this for sympathy; I just want to get this off my chest.
Because the truth is: CS breaks you mentally. It tests your patience, ego, focus, confidence, everything. Sometimes I feel exhausted, but I can’t quit. Not this time. All my life I’ve left things halfway, but CS is the one thing I refuse to walk away from. There is no Plan B now. No “other opportunity.” It’s either I complete this course or I lose everything I’ve fought for till now.
So yes, for the remaining days, I’m isolating myself. Not because I hate anyone, but because this is my last push. I want to give everything I have. I want to finish what I started.
I’d rather be a blitz doer than someone who gives up right before the finish line.
I know I have always used my personal experiences to create awareness about such things but this thing is so personal that I hate Even talking about this but today I was like nah bro these things must come out. I'm sorry my people @OG_miss_editor@miss_glossom@WindQueenXD@IND_LEGENDZ@vortyx_am@darkx8VI@Moonlit_auroraaa . I just keep myself alive on YT post haha 🙂 I hope you guys are doing okay and nothing is annoying you all. Take care
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I’m writing this because I owe you guys an explanation. I’m sorry for not replying to anyone, and I know it might feel rude, but I need to tell you why I’ve decided to isolate myself for a while.
Since childhood, I’ve been that “good student.” The one who was supposed to do well, the one everyone had expectations from especially my parents. After 12th, I chose the Company Secretary (CS) course. Many of you might not know, but CS is one of the top corporate positions in India, especially in listed companies. And because of that, the course is brutally tough the passing percentage is barely 3–4%.
I cleared my foundation (CSEET), and right now I’m in Executive. Executive has two groups. I cleared Group 2. Only Group 1 remains. One more step and I reach CS Finals. But the reality is… I’ve been stuck in Executive for two years now. And that feeling is toxic. It’s like one leg is already in Finals, and the other leg is still trapped here.
I never had a “college life.” CS doesn’t give you that luxury. It demands long hours 8 to 10 hours of classes, studies, revisions. No vacations, no nightlife, no real social circle. And I’m not saying this for sympathy; I just want to get this off my chest.
Because the truth is: CS breaks you mentally. It tests your patience, ego, focus, confidence, everything. Sometimes I feel exhausted, but I can’t quit. Not this time. All my life I’ve left things halfway, but CS is the one thing I refuse to walk away from. There is no Plan B now. No “other opportunity.” It’s either I complete this course or I lose everything I’ve fought for till now.
So yes, for the remaining days, I’m isolating myself.
Not because I hate anyone, but because this is my last push.
I want to give everything I have.
I want to finish what I started.
I’d rather be a blitz doer than someone who gives up right before the finish line.
I know I have always used my personal experiences to create awareness about such things but this thing is so personal that I hate Even talking about this but today I was like nah bro these things must come out. I'm sorry my people @OG_miss_editor @miss_glossom @WindQueenXD @IND_LEGENDZ @vortyx_am @darkx8VI @Moonlit_auroraaa . I just keep myself alive on YT post haha 🙂 I hope you guys are doing okay and nothing is annoying you all. Take care
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