I need to say something very important today, and I hope you all will understand…
First of all, I am so sorry for not uploading videos regularly, for taking long breaks, uploading 1–2 videos, and then disappearing again. I feel incredibly guilty. You all are like my family, and doing this makes me feel like I’m hurting my own family — and I never want that. That’s why I wanted to share this with you openly.
I am leaving YouTube. Yes… your Shezadi is leaving. I am really sorry to leave all of you in the middle like this, but I can’t keep making you wait like this every day. It hurts me deeply. The reason is my mental health — it’s not in a good place right now, and I’ve been going through things that you might have noticed have affected my stories. They don’t feel the same to me anymore; reading and writing them feels like reading a script, and that’s not how I want my stories to feel — for me or for you.
There have been some really difficult things in my life, and honestly, I feel like I have no choice but to step away. I can’t keep making you wait when my heart and mind aren’t fully there, and I don’t want to give you stories that don’t feel true.
I am deeply sorry. I know you love me and my stories, and leaving hurts me too. Thank you for every bit of love, support, and patience you’ve shown me. I will always cherish it, and I hope you remember me as your Shezadi who truly loved all of you. 💔
author_Shezadi
Mere Pyare Sajanooo đź’”
I need to say something very important today, and I hope you all will understand…
First of all, I am so sorry for not uploading videos regularly, for taking long breaks, uploading 1–2 videos, and then disappearing again. I feel incredibly guilty. You all are like my family, and doing this makes me feel like I’m hurting my own family — and I never want that. That’s why I wanted to share this with you openly.
I am leaving YouTube. Yes… your Shezadi is leaving. I am really sorry to leave all of you in the middle like this, but I can’t keep making you wait like this every day. It hurts me deeply. The reason is my mental health — it’s not in a good place right now, and I’ve been going through things that you might have noticed have affected my stories. They don’t feel the same to me anymore; reading and writing them feels like reading a script, and that’s not how I want my stories to feel — for me or for you.
There have been some really difficult things in my life, and honestly, I feel like I have no choice but to step away. I can’t keep making you wait when my heart and mind aren’t fully there, and I don’t want to give you stories that don’t feel true.
I am deeply sorry. I know you love me and my stories, and leaving hurts me too. Thank you for every bit of love, support, and patience you’ve shown me. I will always cherish it, and I hope you remember me as your Shezadi who truly loved all of you. 💔
With all my love,
Shezadi
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