This is so timely. Today I learned that I have a fear of learning new things when for some bizarre reason I kept procrastinating clicking on the next session of an online class.I just could not do it. And every time I actually tried to make myself do it, my whole body would contract, heart would start hammering. So I sat down with that feeling and realised something amazing. This feeling stemmed from the time in my childhood when my mom used to drop me at my kindergarten. It was a feeling of abandonment that i associated with learning new things. So I allowed myself to feel the fear and let it go bit by bit. It was hard and it was scary but I did it and now something has shifted in me. It was such an interesting experience.
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Would like to take a screen shot of this to keep as a reminder, but I am not allowed....
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