Hello darlings! I've had some comments about where have I been and what happened to me and I just want to come clear about where I was. I ended up getting a full time job and I was finding myself unable to have much freetime to upload, I currently still have that job but there are a couple other things that happened during the time I was away. I ended up getting diagnosed with a chronic condition called POTS or Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome and ended up getting extremely depressed during the past couple months. POTS is a condition where everytime I change position from lying down to sitting up or standing (sometimes even turning in bed) I start getting dizzy, lightheaded, and have extreme fatigue accompanied by an abnormal increase in heart rate. I was in a very dark space at the time and dealing with the fact I will have this chronic condition for the rest of my life, not only that but also taking a ton of new medications. There were moments where I would just wake up and have a fear of even getting out of bed. Due to the economy I still am having to work at a regular job but am slowly saving up for a vtuber model and streaming stuff so eventually once my condition actually stops me from being able to work at a normal job I will hopefully be able to stream. I've already invested into a better microphone and actual editing software for my ASMR videos. Hopefully I can do this full time eventually but now I'm starting gradually again. Thank you all for the amazing support and kind words, thank you all for worrying about me and waiting for me to come back. I cannot thank you guys enough for the continued support and love even when I take breaks. I cannot believe I have such loyal and lovely fans. Thank you. <3
Mistress Silky
Hello darlings! I've had some comments about where have I been and what happened to me and I just want to come clear about where I was. I ended up getting a full time job and I was finding myself unable to have much freetime to upload, I currently still have that job but there are a couple other things that happened during the time I was away. I ended up getting diagnosed with a chronic condition called POTS or Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome and ended up getting extremely depressed during the past couple months. POTS is a condition where everytime I change position from lying down to sitting up or standing (sometimes even turning in bed) I start getting dizzy, lightheaded, and have extreme fatigue accompanied by an abnormal increase in heart rate. I was in a very dark space at the time and dealing with the fact I will have this chronic condition for the rest of my life, not only that but also taking a ton of new medications. There were moments where I would just wake up and have a fear of even getting out of bed. Due to the economy I still am having to work at a regular job but am slowly saving up for a vtuber model and streaming stuff so eventually once my condition actually stops me from being able to work at a normal job I will hopefully be able to stream. I've already invested into a better microphone and actual editing software for my ASMR videos. Hopefully I can do this full time eventually but now I'm starting gradually again. Thank you all for the amazing support and kind words, thank you all for worrying about me and waiting for me to come back. I cannot thank you guys enough for the continued support and love even when I take breaks. I cannot believe I have such loyal and lovely fans. Thank you. <3
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