hi hi ringos o/ just wanted to give you a little update on my health and streaming stuff...! this is gonna be a long rambly post, but i don’t want to leave you guys hanging or make you wait around with false hopes, especially since i just got back from a trip.
i don’t remember if i mentioned it before, but on top of my hands/arms hurting, my legs and back started acting up too this past month... it made me almost regret booking that paris trip, but most things weren’t refundable so i went anyway—honestly no regrets so far! it was a really lovely trip and somehow i even had a couple of pain-free days, which felt like a miracle!!
the doc thinks it might be due to bad posture, but i’ll need a bunch of tests to figure out what’s really going on and to rule out anything weird...
mentally, i’ve been at a pretty low point—probably the lowest i’ve ever been tbh. and with my body hurting on top of that, it’s been super hard to bring myself to stream and be my usual silly self.
so for now, streams will be guerrilla and probably kinda sporadic until things get better. i’m sharing all this with you not just for info, but because being honest with you guys helps me feel a little less like i’m letting anyone down.
i really wish my body was stronger, but i’m hopeful i can sort all this out soon and come back to streaming and playing fun games with you again
there’s so many games i’ve been wanting to stream and i keep getting hit with fomo seeing everyone and their mom playing them... and i’m just here like, “by the time i can play this, no one’s gonna care anymore 😭” but i’m trying not to dwell on that and instead focus on just healing first. even being able to play again will feel like a huge win!
lastly, thank you, truly, for sticking with me and supporting me through all this. it means the world ;w;
Panko Ch.【Phase Connect】
hi hi ringos o/
just wanted to give you a little update on my health and streaming stuff...!
this is gonna be a long rambly post, but i don’t want to leave you guys hanging or make you wait around with false hopes, especially since i just got back from a trip.
i don’t remember if i mentioned it before, but on top of my hands/arms hurting, my legs and back started acting up too this past month... it made me almost regret booking that paris trip, but most things weren’t refundable so i went anyway—honestly no regrets so far! it was a really lovely trip and somehow i even had a couple of pain-free days, which felt like a miracle!!
the doc thinks it might be due to bad posture, but i’ll need a bunch of tests to figure out what’s really going on and to rule out anything weird...
mentally, i’ve been at a pretty low point—probably the lowest i’ve ever been tbh. and with my body hurting on top of that, it’s been super hard to bring myself to stream and be my usual silly self.
so for now, streams will be guerrilla and probably kinda sporadic until things get better.
i’m sharing all this with you not just for info, but because being honest with you guys helps me feel a little less like i’m letting anyone down.
i really wish my body was stronger, but i’m hopeful i can sort all this out soon and come back to streaming and playing fun games with you again
there’s so many games i’ve been wanting to stream and i keep getting hit with fomo seeing everyone and their mom playing them... and i’m just here like, “by the time i can play this, no one’s gonna care anymore 😭”
but i’m trying not to dwell on that and instead focus on just healing first. even being able to play again will feel like a huge win!
lastly, thank you, truly, for sticking with me and supporting me through all this. it means the world ;w;
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