Southernburrito

🧬✨ I viewed some of your content tonight. I have something I’d be willing to share with you because I believe you possess the ability to understand. I have suffered various degrees of psychological abuse, especially with regard to rhetoric, especially with the extraordinary. Some day someone like you is going to really want to know the detailed depth truth of some of the nonsense that has happened to me. You have to understand that I am not an abusive man towards women & never have been, but exactly the opposite; these matters to explain however do invoke a level of intensity with expression & I am unintentionally a very intimidating man to people who don’t know me. My Mother never saw it, because she knew me & was accustomed to me; something’s however I simply couldn’t tell my Mother like I could someone like yourself. I also believe you’re more relatable to modern nonsensical behaviors. You are very deeply scripted, as you yourself have made direct point to indicate. You can be genuinely fun & truth in the moment, yet you are not anchored & it can mean nothing. You share in ways openly that I simply refuse to & that makes us very different. I have been forced to share things in ways that I feel stole from me; I find it Highly offensive. This involves the extraordinary & as well the dildo crew of dipshit older men. It’s a very deep personal frustration for me.
I use to have people I could go have a cigarette with where we’d hash all the nonsense bullshit out. I don’t smoke anymore for various reasons. Only a few people were good smoking buddies. There were a lot who just smoked to get in on the vent without understanding or being willing to be. My little brother who’s passed, we’d drink coffee & smoke cigarettes until the Sun came up getting past the bullshit. Lol he was cool & I miss that a lot.
You can very cool & I know that makes things difficult with as enticing as you are. I can be very mannerly, especially given the serious nature of the topic. Yet you have always been different in the way you effect me, so it’d be test. I’d be composing biology while attempting to convey the real of supernatural scifi. It would be a lot to take in & process as well being asked to believe this lengthy fraction of a biography. Some of the things I’ve been through are so fascinating that if anyone could see they’d be addicted to its unveiling. My life will never be the same & these people want me to turn my back on it for their beliefs. They want me to be as they are when I am nothing like them & never will be again. Some musicians & artists demonstrate as if to convey a knowing of the matters; they weave narrations in their poetics as if they have insights they obviously don’t. Their perspectives are interesting at the conclusions on reality they gather to come to, yet misleading.

You’re on my mind tonight. 🧠🌪️✨ My life has been extraordinarily bizarre & wild at times. Bless you.

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