Invidious

So the month of september has finally ended. . .

And as always has been, it definitely wasn't the peaceful one. . .

Although, it did started off little good but by the end. . .

Just like all others months, it has given me alot of traumatic or more like depressing. . .

Because I already been traumatized so much, I no longer feel traumatized about anything. . .

But still depression isn't also good, but one day I'm gonna get used to it. . .

But being completely honest, I no longer get depressed about anything. . .

I only got angry, I curse my life, punch some walls and then get fine. . .

And just like others months, I have no hope for this one too. . .

Infact, I'm sensing this one going to be way more terrible than the last one. . .

But whatever, I stopped caring about it long ago since I'm just here to suffer. . .

But whatever fuq off, anyways then. . .

Have a nice day/night ~ ✨

3 days ago | [YT] | 2,928

@ALONECJFOOL

damn, I felt every single word you said, i don't know if the reason for your depression is because of your family, friends,or even parents, but I do understand one thing, no matter how much you scream, curse, or even begging for help, you will just not care anymore but it will repeat again and again and again thinking that maybe, just maybe, someday when you have your own life things might be better yet you will still think that you can't do it, just in advise, unlike me who doesn't have anyone to support him (since my Grandma died 5 years ago) you should try and see if there is someone who wants to support you, not financially but emotionally, people who care about what will you be instead of caring about how you feel untrusted and they will only let you down even more, so of you someone who wants you to truly be happy, then there is still hope, no matter how much you struggle right now, someday all of that vanish, and before you even, you will finally feel it peace, someday ( hope you don't see what I write is crazy, that's just my opinion, and you have all the right take it however you want).

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