I can't believe it's been over 9 months since I've posted anything. I know several people have asked whether I was "ok" through comments or email, and I haven't had the strength to message everyone and explain what's happening in my life. I also had and still have conflicting thoughts on posting publicly what's going on in my life. I've made subtle inferences in past, and the spirit has convincted some based on those inferences what is oppressing me. I am so grateful for all those friends who have come and continue to come to my aide.
My heart's desire is to tell everything that has happened to me and why I have gone silent the past year. Not only because I know there are people that love and care for me and want to know what's going on, but also because the testimony I have and continue to go through would help so many. However, I still feel God does not want me to disclose it all yet.
I'm healthy, working, and God is taking care of our needs. But I've taken a lot of mental and emotional tolls which have in turn caused a lot of spiritual battles and temptation. Because of this, I'm not in the place where I can be doing ministry. I just don't have the strength, and I don't think God is calling me to focus on YouTube either. For awhile I was doing news updates and signs of the times, but although some feel those are helpful, I think I would just be presenting a shell of myself that is not true to what is happening and what I really want to talk about.
I do appreciate everyone's prayers for me and also reaching out. I'm not sure what the next steps are that God has for me, or what the timelines are.
On Point Preparedness
Hi Everyone,
I can't believe it's been over 9 months since I've posted anything. I know several people have asked whether I was "ok" through comments or email, and I haven't had the strength to message everyone and explain what's happening in my life. I also had and still have conflicting thoughts on posting publicly what's going on in my life. I've made subtle inferences in past, and the spirit has convincted some based on those inferences what is oppressing me. I am so grateful for all those friends who have come and continue to come to my aide.
My heart's desire is to tell everything that has happened to me and why I have gone silent the past year. Not only because I know there are people that love and care for me and want to know what's going on, but also because the testimony I have and continue to go through would help so many. However, I still feel God does not want me to disclose it all yet.
I'm healthy, working, and God is taking care of our needs. But I've taken a lot of mental and emotional tolls which have in turn caused a lot of spiritual battles and temptation. Because of this, I'm not in the place where I can be doing ministry. I just don't have the strength, and I don't think God is calling me to focus on YouTube either. For awhile I was doing news updates and signs of the times, but although some feel those are helpful, I think I would just be presenting a shell of myself that is not true to what is happening and what I really want to talk about.
I do appreciate everyone's prayers for me and also reaching out. I'm not sure what the next steps are that God has for me, or what the timelines are.
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