Blinking ~Beauty

Life’s so messed up that instead of crying, I catch myself laughing — that fake, nervous smile. Why, God? Whyyy
I wish things had never happened. Everything feels irritating now; I don’t want explanations, I don’t want to ask, and I definitely don’t want to answer. My body is moving, but my soul feels checked out

I don’t even know what I want anymore

Ppl have a lot of expectations with me
My parents, friends


I JUST CAN'T HANDLE THESE THINGS ANYMORE 😩

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