My friends đź’” Today was meant to be my return to YouTube. As many of you know, my health has been a struggle these past few months, but after some time off, I was slowly getting ready to come back this August.
But on Monday, I got the kind of news no pet parent is ever ready for—my beloved dog Pebbles (my little Lemonade 🍋) is very, very sick. We’re not sure how much time we have left with her.Since then, it’s been round-the-clock care. My heart is completely broken. It feels like I’m living in a nightmare I can’t wake up from.
I wish I could pause everything and just be with her fully...but after so much time off this year due to my chronic illness and now with vet bills already piling up, I’ll need to return to YouTube soon to help cover the cost. I just wanted to be honest about why things are a little delayed. This isn’t the return I had planned. I’ve been working on videos for months. Monday was meant to be my filming day, but Pebbles wasn’t herself. I hoped it was something small, something fixable… but when I saw my vet’s face after the blood tests, I just knew.
I’m doing everything I can for my little girl 🍋 I’m not ready to say goodbye and neither is she. I need to be strong for her, for as long as she needs me. If you’ve ever loved a pet, you know how deep this bond goes. Gosh, my friends, I’m just not ready for this. Even as I write this, I’m checking on her every ten seconds. Yesterday, I think I fell asleep with my eyes open—if that’s even possible?! But my eyes are so fixed on her, I can’t look away.
I’m trying to work between meds, food, and comfort…but I had hoped to return with so much more energy than I have right now. You’ve supported me for so long! I wanted to give you my best when I came back, and I still will...just with what I have to give right now. Please bear with me.
If you’re in a position to help, or you want to, just your kind words or keeping us in your thoughts would mean more than I can say. There is a link in my bio/description for anyone who wants to support Pebbles’s care, but truly - there is zero expectations. I know so many are struggling too but I also know people will be sweet enough to ask 💛
Please leave a lemon 🍋 or a yellow heart 💛 for my little Pebbley Lemony. As always, my friends, be kind to yourselves, be kind to others, and hug your fur babies a little tighter tonight. Thank you, Sinead 💛🍋
P.S. If anyone has quick, low-cost meal ideas or a YouTube channel with easy recipes, I’d honestly appreciate it so much if you could share that with me. I’m avoiding takeaways so I can put everything towards her care, but I need quick meal idea's that won’t take time away from being with her. Thank you. 💛
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My friends đź’”
Today was meant to be my return to YouTube. As many of you know, my health has been a struggle these past few months, but after some time off, I was slowly getting ready to come back this August.
But on Monday, I got the kind of news no pet parent is ever ready for—my beloved dog Pebbles (my little Lemonade 🍋) is very, very sick. We’re not sure how much time we have left with her.Since then, it’s been round-the-clock care. My heart is completely broken. It feels like I’m living in a nightmare I can’t wake up from.
I wish I could pause everything and just be with her fully...but after so much time off this year due to my chronic illness and now with vet bills already piling up, I’ll need to return to YouTube soon to help cover the cost. I just wanted to be honest about why things are a little delayed.
This isn’t the return I had planned. I’ve been working on videos for months. Monday was meant to be my filming day, but Pebbles wasn’t herself. I hoped it was something small, something fixable… but when I saw my vet’s face after the blood tests, I just knew.
I’m doing everything I can for my little girl 🍋 I’m not ready to say goodbye and neither is she. I need to be strong for her, for as long as she needs me. If you’ve ever loved a pet, you know how deep this bond goes. Gosh, my friends, I’m just not ready for this.
Even as I write this, I’m checking on her every ten seconds. Yesterday, I think I fell asleep with my eyes open—if that’s even possible?! But my eyes are so fixed on her, I can’t look away.
I’m trying to work between meds, food, and comfort…but I had hoped to return with so much more energy than I have right now. You’ve supported me for so long! I wanted to give you my best when I came back, and I still will...just with what I have to give right now. Please bear with me.
If you’re in a position to help, or you want to, just your kind words or keeping us in your thoughts would mean more than I can say. There is a link in my bio/description for anyone who wants to support Pebbles’s care, but truly - there is zero expectations. I know so many are struggling too but I also know people will be sweet enough to ask 💛
Please leave a lemon 🍋 or a yellow heart 💛 for my little Pebbley Lemony.
As always, my friends, be kind to yourselves, be kind to others, and hug your fur babies a little tighter tonight.
Thank you, Sinead 💛🍋
P.S. If anyone has quick, low-cost meal ideas or a YouTube channel with easy recipes, I’d honestly appreciate it so much if you could share that with me. I’m avoiding takeaways so I can put everything towards her care, but I need quick meal idea's that won’t take time away from being with her. Thank you. 💛
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