Trieyx

Hey guys, I hope you all had a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays so far! I know I'm kind of late, but my dumbass forgot to write a post. 😂🤦‍♂️ Anyways getting to the real point of this post, I hope you all have a Happy New Year! 🥳 May all your wishes, dreams, ambitions, desires, etc... come true this year. I say this every year, but I feel like this year is going to be the year for me. 2022 was an okay year for me to be honest. In 2021 I had a chip on my shoulder and something to prove and in 2022, even though l had the same mindset, I was a little more laid back for some reason. I more so felt this way towards the end of the year, around the time I started to post YouTube shorts. Seeing my shorts do so much better than my actual video was actually kind of demoralizing. I know I should be happy, but it's kind of hard to when you put so many hours into one video and it does horribly whereas a short that could take me as short as (pun intended 🤪) an hour to make do so much better. It kind of made me not want to record or make long form videos anymore because why spend so much time working on one video, when I could use that time and make 2 shorts that would do better? This was the main reason why there were less videos and more shorts the last couple of months and why I've been so inconsistent and I would like to apologize for that.

There were many times this year where I kind of question whether there was something wrong with my content or myself when it comes to my videos not doing well. I thought that maybe my content was doo doo because no one watched or I thought that maybe I'm not as funny or entertaining as I think I am. However, one of the positive things that posting YouTube shorts have done for me is eliminating my thoughts of doubt. The reason being is that, if my content was doo doo or if I wasn't somewhat funny and entertaining, my shorts would have done horribly as well, but they didn't. People actually watched and liked my shorts, some of them being edits and some of them of me being stupid/informative on camera. It made me realize that there are actually people who want to watch my content, it's just that they have never seen my video in their recommended or feed, so they don't know I exist. It also made me realize how garbage the YouTube algorithm is when it comes to recommending me videos. I started to pay more attention to analytics this year and my god, YouTube does not like me at all because they actually do not show my video to anyone at all. When they do show my videos, it would be in the algorithm for at most an hour or two before they throw it into the void, never to be seen again. If you want to see an example of that, check out my YouTube short that I uploaded today? or yesterday? I don't know when you guys are reading this. 🤣 I don't know why YouTube does this, maybe they don't like me or something I don't know. However it's not just me, a lot of other content creators have experience problems with the YouTube algorithm lately.

One of the biggest factors when it comes to succeeding on YouTube is luck and even though I'm lucky in gacha games, I'm not really lucky in real life and it shows. So essentially, I'm being screwed over by the YouTube algorithm and there is nothing I can do about it. I'm not sure whether or not I'll ever consistently get into the YouTube algorithm, but I'm not going to let that stop me from making videos that you guys enjoy or find funny/entertaining. In 2023, my goal is to get back to where I was in 2021 in YouTube and both physically and mentally in real life and then go beyond that. So expect more and better videos/shorts this year. Anyways I'm going to stop rambling, I could literally write a couple of more paragraphs about random nonsense, but you guys don't have the time for that. Honestly, college has ruined me because now I'm so good at writing filler and I literally can't stop. 😭 Thank you guys so much for reading and for all your support in 2022 and for your future support in 2023 and beyond. Happy New Years everyone! 🎉

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