I remember the day I decided that I didn’t care how I looked to everyone who would surely be following my online journey, I was really gonna do this thing.
Honestly I believe that hardship really pushes us forward in massive ways that comfort never can, because hardship gives us purpose.
A lot of my hardship was tied to what I went through as I was awakening: I was going through a major dark night of the soul, facing and healing trauma that was repressed, having mystical experiences, growing in my manifestation power and being so afraid of it because I would manifest chaos for myself sometimes, etc.
It was a lot, my story is not linear either - it’s a spiral that has a bunch of loops at some points and timeline jumps in others.
I remember the day I decided to put my YouTube link in my IG bio, it was around 2020 and I was lowkey relieved that school was out and everything because now I could jump into YouTube full time
I definitely had no plan other than just allowing myself to fully be myself for what felt like the first time since childhood
And it felt amazing 🥹 although I was getting no views, I didn’t care
I would do readings for my friends at the time but it was just for fun and I never really believed in my ability to do them, even though my friends would claim accuracy I didn’t really care too much to do them on video
One day, I decided to myself that I was going to film a reading and it was going to blow up. I remember hitting record and instantly knowing that it would be viewed by thousands of people, so I became the person in that moment that was speaking to thousands of people
Sure enough, it blew up, and that’s when this channel started getting more traction
That’s when I realized how easy it is to manifest GOOD things, and not just negative things. That’s also when I realized that your high vibration (with a healed nervous system supporting it) is the key to positive effortless manifestations
Anxiety and fear only brings destruction and chaos, while love and creativity bring the highest of realities towards us.
Anyway, I’m so grateful for all of you and for how far we’ve come, and for the ability to meet all of you here virtually. To be honest, I still feel very much so like I’m just getting started and I haven’t done anything and all these things, and sometimes I feel like I’m just tapping into only one aspect of myself and there are so many aspects of me and so many things I want to do, so many things I want to dive into, and so many ways in which I want to improve my content and messaging, I truly have so much to learn…
But I’m so happy to be able to uplift the people that come to this channel, so happy to share what I know, I hope that my energy is helping you guys, even if sometimes I get moody or whatever (cancer rising) or chaotic (Gemini… I won’t say more)
I love you guys :) truly and infinitely 🫧
Oh yeah! I have huge holiday discounts for you if any of you are looking to get yourself + someone else a gift this holiday season… like a birth chart perhaps? Find em here: stan.store/seema/ 🎁
Seema ॐ
I can’t believe we made it… 🥹
I remember the day I decided that I didn’t care how I looked to everyone who would surely be following my online journey, I was really gonna do this thing.
Honestly I believe that hardship really pushes us forward in massive ways that comfort never can, because hardship gives us purpose.
A lot of my hardship was tied to what I went through as I was awakening: I was going through a major dark night of the soul, facing and healing trauma that was repressed, having mystical experiences, growing in my manifestation power and being so afraid of it because I would manifest chaos for myself sometimes, etc.
It was a lot, my story is not linear either - it’s a spiral that has a bunch of loops at some points and timeline jumps in others.
I remember the day I decided to put my YouTube link in my IG bio, it was around 2020 and I was lowkey relieved that school was out and everything because now I could jump into YouTube full time
I definitely had no plan other than just allowing myself to fully be myself for what felt like the first time since childhood
And it felt amazing 🥹 although I was getting no views, I didn’t care
I would do readings for my friends at the time but it was just for fun and I never really believed in my ability to do them, even though my friends would claim accuracy I didn’t really care too much to do them on video
One day, I decided to myself that I was going to film a reading and it was going to blow up. I remember hitting record and instantly knowing that it would be viewed by thousands of people, so I became the person in that moment that was speaking to thousands of people
Sure enough, it blew up, and that’s when this channel started getting more traction
That’s when I realized how easy it is to manifest GOOD things, and not just negative things. That’s also when I realized that your high vibration (with a healed nervous system supporting it) is the key to positive effortless manifestations
Anxiety and fear only brings destruction and chaos, while love and creativity bring the highest of realities towards us.
Anyway, I’m so grateful for all of you and for how far we’ve come, and for the ability to meet all of you here virtually. To be honest, I still feel very much so like I’m just getting started and I haven’t done anything and all these things, and sometimes I feel like I’m just tapping into only one aspect of myself and there are so many aspects of me and so many things I want to do, so many things I want to dive into, and so many ways in which I want to improve my content and messaging, I truly have so much to learn…
But I’m so happy to be able to uplift the people that come to this channel, so happy to share what I know, I hope that my energy is helping you guys, even if sometimes I get moody or whatever (cancer rising) or chaotic (Gemini… I won’t say more)
I love you guys :) truly and infinitely 🫧
Oh yeah! I have huge holiday discounts for you if any of you are looking to get yourself + someone else a gift this holiday season… like a birth chart perhaps? Find em here: stan.store/seema/ 🎁
You guys are my gifts :)
All my love,
Seema
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