Hey everyone! Guess what? I quit! (For now). I quit art; my motivation is just gone and I have no means of getting it back for a while, it has been nothing but a waste of time for me. I quit trying to make music without it being copied from another song or sounding bad, I hate it, I fuʗking hate it, I quit coding; it's wearing me the fuʗk out and is too much for me. I quit everything that seems even remotely fun because clearly the only important thing ever other than whatever I'm quitting (for now) is school, my grades, and my studying. They're far more important than whatever I was doing; doing art, plagiarized music, and coding is only holding me back from something that contributes to my family's name more because of high expectations. I hate being a sh1tstain and an embarrassment to my family's name, I wish I was better than myself, I wish I was someone else because my colors are clearly an eyesore. I hate myself. I'm a lost cause. I truly don't know what I want anymore...
(For now, I'll just do some last minute check-ups and additions for some of my personal projects, and then, I'll quit for my own good and my family's benefit, for now.)
Crossover (The Ultimate Crossover club)
Hey everyone! Guess what? I quit! (For now). I quit art; my motivation is just gone and I have no means of getting it back for a while, it has been nothing but a waste of time for me. I quit trying to make music without it being copied from another song or sounding bad, I hate it, I fuʗking hate it, I quit coding; it's wearing me the fuʗk out and is too much for me. I quit everything that seems even remotely fun because clearly the only important thing ever other than whatever I'm quitting (for now) is school, my grades, and my studying. They're far more important than whatever I was doing; doing art, plagiarized music, and coding is only holding me back from something that contributes to my family's name more because of high expectations. I hate being a sh1tstain and an embarrassment to my family's name, I wish I was better than myself, I wish I was someone else because my colors are clearly an eyesore. I hate myself. I'm a lost cause. I truly don't know what I want anymore...
(For now, I'll just do some last minute check-ups and additions for some of my personal projects, and then, I'll quit for my own good and my family's benefit, for now.)
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