Taylor Janzen

DAY 4/10: Nightmare

I am deathly afraid of throwing up. Which is why I was having a panic attack on the plane. Mainly because I cannot think of a worse place to throw up. Also because my medication at the time was constantly making my heart beat really fast. Anyways, apparently it was bad enough for me to open this song with a story about it.

Nightmare was written in 2020, a week before the real nightmare of our lives began (lol). Jen Decilvio and I had just met, and Jen was able to help me take my chaos and turn it into art in such a powerful way that I still listen to this song with a giant smile on my face. The music and the lyrics of this song are so deeply intertwined that I don’t think you can have one without the other. The noise and chaos and static is all shoved into 3 minutes and 35 seconds.

second pic is of my own personal nightmare, which is holding a bird. i am scared of birds. this happened right after i got home from the Nightmare writing session. it was torture.

CREDITS:
Produced by Jenn Decilveo in LA
Mixed by Neal Avron
Additional engineering by Adam Fuhr

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