soooo i accidentally tripped absolute balls after eating an edible that was way stronger than i thought. like full ego death. forgot what people looked like. forgot what doors were.
still not sure what plane of existence i was on, but i made it back. shoutout to my cat for grounding me when literally nothing else made sense.
this might be the start of a new era for me, honestly. because as terrifying as greening out was, it cracked something open. my entire sense of self vanished. i had what’s called a schema collapse (that’s basically when your brain’s blueprint for reality disintegrates).
i got to see—firsthand—that nothing is as real, fixed, or solid as we think. we’re just energy that got really into the game. and now i’m back with new eyes.
also, i’m still sorta high so excuse me if the enlightened revelation makes no sense lol
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soooo i accidentally tripped absolute balls after eating an edible that was way stronger than i thought.
like full ego death. forgot what people looked like. forgot what doors were.
still not sure what plane of existence i was on, but i made it back. shoutout to my cat for grounding me when literally nothing else made sense.
this might be the start of a new era for me, honestly.
because as terrifying as greening out was, it cracked something open.
my entire sense of self vanished. i had what’s called a schema collapse (that’s basically when your brain’s blueprint for reality disintegrates).
i got to see—firsthand—that nothing is as real, fixed, or solid as we think.
we’re just energy that got really into the game.
and now i’m back with new eyes.
also, i’m still sorta high so excuse me if the enlightened revelation makes no sense lol
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