Jhadina

Realizing a lot about my heart. Especially the depth at which I love.. and feel. How is it possible to feel like this is my greatest strength and weakness all at once, but I guess that just summarizes the confusion and paradox of my existence. “Love has only ever bore rotten fruit in a garden I’ve tended to all my life.” I wrote that about 2 years ago. And I’m feeling it heavy today. Man sometimes I hate how naive I can be, I assume genuine intentions in people who want to experience me as a means to an end, with something to gain in sight. I have so much love to give but I think the issue (and solution?) is that I see greatness. In everyone. This has caused me to overlook red flags, to assume the best. And somehow I always end up feeling used in some way. Worst feeling in the world. I get approached not because people see my soul (in the context of love) but because people want something from me. Whether that’s my essence or a quick ego boost it’s all so superficial. And sitting here with this icky feeling is making me realize how much I do not want that. My heart aches actually, and gosh I’m trying to have hope for partnership but if I’m being honest 98% of me is screaming that I want nothing to do with it. Ur girl is ready to retire lol. This heart of mine I feel is precious, but it can be over giving and a tad bit naive. And that hurts. And while that is true I know that my heart is the most beautiful thing about me. Anyway just thought I would share incase anyone else resonates. I just have to say this collective.. u guys have shown me true love. For the first time in my life. RECIPROCAL love. Trying to see beyond the tears as I write this. But from the bottom of my heart.. I love everyone of you. And if this is the love I get to experience in this life.. well that’s more than enough for me. Love u forever
Jhadina

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@conversationswithj

reading every single one of these comments and man I’m so lucky to have each and every one of u. WE are so lucky to have each other. I am absorbing every ounce of love and wisdom in these comments I was going to try to like/respond to them all but there’s so many so I’m leaving this. Yall are fucking magic. All of u. Thank u for seeing me it means more to me than words can ever say and I hope you know I see the same in all of you. I alchemize pain quickly so this too shall pass but I appreciate you guys always making me feel safe to be real and vulnerable. The world needs more of that. Also I am on my cycle so the emotions are emotioning right now hahaha. love u all forever family ❤

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@Kayla_Shanks

I saw something about 30 minutes ago that said “would you date a woman like you?” And it helped me remember I would be absolutely honoured to be loved by someone who loves as deeply and wholeheartedly as I do. Then I realized the true beauty in my love for myself, because I love myself deeply and wholeheartedly, the way I love others. It doesn’t make it hurt less, but it does make it worth it. Maybe not today and maybe not tomorrow, but one day. Hugs from Canada

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@rebeccafredette7681

I was just saying this to a collegue : a lot of light attracts many mosquitoes. Same here girl!

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@thewolfheartwoman

Babyyyy girl ♥️ Your naïveté is something that is so sweet about you, and yet as you get older you will also learn to balance it out with discernment. Your heart is too big to stop seeing the good in others. But you will learn to also see their shadows. Don’t look for potential. Acknowledge their higher self without attaching to it. Accept the way they are currently showing up. That is who they are right now. Maybe they will grow into their higher self, maybe they won’t. You have your own path, stick to it. One day you will bump into someone who is walking the same path. You will know when it’s performative or if it’s genuine. You’re too clever and intuitive to not see it. Trust yourself. Lots of love from England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥

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@johnnyRockitt

My mother said to me long ago to love as you are and never let the way others love change the way you love and that one day, you will find one who loves as you do. And you will:)

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@MsLanababbyy

It resonates. Don't center men anymore. You are the center, with boundaries and knowing what you want

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@CarmaLight

Awe J, The most beautiful thing bout you is your ability to turn pain into wisdom! Love you lil sister I’ve never met❤

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@0g38

May this comments section be Divinely protected and be a safe space to facilitate love and understanding. Aww, you're awesome Jhadina!! 🎉 I just got your book, too (in hardcover cause I'm a psycho😂😂😅) I think the important lesson that the Divine Feminine have been learning is to harness your perception and intuition. You are correct in seeing the potential best of others, I see that also. Our folly of mind is when we presume their hearts are as kind as ours. Everyone is not as loving as our mind would like to delude itself into thinking, unfortunately. Part of reclaiming your power and strength is to be able to love from afar, but to understand truth and intention to set proper boundaries when you want to love up close and personal. We must learn to strike the proper balance within ourselves so that we can execute accordingly in our lives. You're such an inspiration, J. I'm trying to become a writer just like you've already accomplished. And so I hope I've helped inspire in a way that I can give you a little Nugget of Divinity for today 🪞 Thank you for the work you do. You are greatly appreciated 👏🙌 🙏 Namaste ⚕🕉✡✝️♒☯️🪀🔮🌌🌠✌🤟 💮🌟☄💚👔👁👑 Love, Peace, and

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@Aliyyah-b4y

If they don’t make you feel divine, it’s not aligned. You’re loved a zillion times over, over here . Love you best friend 🫶

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@ACBritt

I feel this wholeheartedly, no pun intended. I think a lot of us do, which is why we seek out each other on these videos. Social media, and the worldwide atmosphere as a whole feels void of any semblance of love, light and appreciation. It’s just full of selfish energy vampires that only look out for themselves. It’s very, very lonely. You can be surrounded by people and feel alone. Just keep pouring the love into yourself and accept the love being poured into you by the collective. You shine so brightly, which is what draws the vampires to you. They see something they need and will try to acquire it, any means necessary. Protect your huge heart.

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@ginalang1142

I think a naive heart is a true innocent one, and that's really beautiful, a real gift. Treasure that gift.

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@darksideofthemoonhealing

I resonate deeply with your post. I literally was thinking about all of this about myself earlier today. Those self realizations give such clarity even when it hurts to see it.

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@Mamaspinsei

Yeah forreal I learned we project ourselves onto others that’s why you see them the way you do. Always remember it’s your beauty and splendor being shown to you at the end of the day ❤

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@nagia4052

Same here!!! Let's be proud of our pure and loving intentions. As for the rest, we can learn how to protect ourselves while keeping an open heart❤ one step at a time

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@michelledarkentell7536

You remind me so much of myself. You have a light ✨️ 💛 that shines so bright you can't stop it. Everything is attracted to the light ✨️ so it is your job to learn how to protect it and only let in those things that are good for you. Since the first time I saw your content, I must admit I'm drawn to you, too. You have such a sweet, gentle spirit, and you are very beautiful. I really resonate with what you wrote and will take it to heart. My prayer is that God 🙏 aligns us to the love we so desire and deserv

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@flowinnico

Reciprocal love should be unconditional — never leaving anyone to feel naïve. I recently reconnected with someone very special to my heart from 20 years ago. We haven’t seen each other in 17 and a half years. Through this experience, I’ve realized that no matter how much love I have to give, offer, or contribute to others, it’s important to remember that love should be reciprocated. When it isn’t, it’s within our control to stop giving more than we should. We can still love from a distance — in our own way. For me, that means praying for people and keeping them where they belong in my heart, whether friend or foe. I don’t hold hatred, grudges, or resentment toward anyone. That kind of unconditional love is something only a few truly understand.🇺🇸💯💕

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@amirstuckey8

You are a real one! We gon be alright.✌🏾❤

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@Fromlovecomeswords

Going through my transition, I’m learning what it feels like to be loved truly by myself for the first time actually. It really is beautiful. Loving myself enough to buy makeup, loving myself enough to be free from my past ideas of myself, and loving myself enough to be is truly life changing. Being the most amazing version of me, with a man by my side or not, will be the most loving thing I can be in this life.

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@Princesssjasmin-s3p

I felt this sis on a heavy level no doubt a lot of us can resonate with you . this message definitely reached the right person aka me. It’s why my heart is extra guarded today . I also am not looking anymore for love been like that for a long while and i feel peace I have not felt in a long while also feeling the need to feel validated seen and heard the big heart we have unfortunately attracts narcissists across the board . They cling on to people like us whether it’s romantic or friendship or family even strangers . I had to learn to love myself more and put myself first that it’s okay to prioritise myself and give myself the love and grace I give to others we deserve it too babe I would say even more so . Our hearts are our prized possession it’s time we shower ourselves with that love we give so freely but also yes you have found a home with us and us with you Jhadina . I don’t even know what to call you sometimes earth angel or spirit guide/messenger or that you can comprehend how much you have changed our lives especially mine completely . You really were sent from above . You deserve the love you give to us to experience it in all forms . Let’s focus on ourselves and this collective and let the universe /God guide our paths eventually we will arrive at our destination ❤ just keep being the beautiful soul you are and the right people /tribe/person will always find you . You deserve the absolute best hun I truly believe that and you will experience it too. Nothing but love for you my Soul Sistah keep spreading joy and light and being a vessel for Good 😌 you are chosen and will experience the love you desire keep serving and also rest too love everything always works out in the end 🫶🏻 stay blessed always love. Ps. So much love from Australia

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@glowandflowwithMadisyn

now i’m crying too 🥲🥲🥲 sobbing lol love this collective, thank you for curating this for all of us to align toget

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