how did you improve that much (not just with your art, you've also grown so much as a person) in only 2-3 years?? I am so sorry you had to go through an entire year feeling alone. You didn't deserve that, nobody does. You deserve to be happy and in good company. I am honestly super happy that you have posted an update!! Please don't apologise for anything, life happens. I think most of your friends and viewers totally understand this. I hope things will go well for you with prom and your summer plan!! You have always been nothing but kind and patient with me, and I can only wish ya the best for your future!!
2 years ago
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Omg ur art has really improved its amazing!!! this makes me so sad! I miss all the group chats even if there was drama, there were always good times with it! Miss you lots tay! -rover
1 year ago
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YOUVE IMPROVED SO MUCH DANGG glad ur doing well :3!! also hi this is T3ch
2 years ago
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Hey Tay! It’s been a long while, every now and then i remember 2020-2021 and my animation meme phase and I also remember you! You were a huge inspiration to me :,] I’m glad your doing better and, by the way, this piece of art is incredible!! it’s kinda funny cause starry leafy caught up with me today XD but anyway, I’m happy to see ya again <3
2 years ago
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It's very nostalgic to draw.
This is the first part, I will eventually draw SoulRipper too!
I forgot how much fun drawing cats is. Although I'm no longer interested in Warrior Cats, I'd like to do this more often. Redrawing my childhood characters after 3 years was relaxing. When I'm bored, I totally just want to draw these now. I don't need a reference sheet, I remember Amber and her grumpy father's design from heart!! Yep, I'm pretty rusty when it comes to drawing cats. The only time I drew cats lately was when I was drawing Lord Beerus ..he is a hairless cat😭
In addition to some of the therapy my teacher suggests to the students, she told us to just sit and let our minds wander aimlessly. Usually I take her tip and go home and forget about it but this time I wanted to give it a try. At first I just thought of my newest hyperfixation Dragon Ball, but my thoughts eventually led to this account. My enthusiasm for this place just disappeared one day. It was bound to happen due to my own actions. But hey, when you're in elementary and middle school, you're not at all mature. The animation meme phase was fun, and I miss the long hours of making videos and seeing the hard work pay off.
2020-1 was not a good year and I left out a lot more info because I'm used to being a very private person when it comes to venting. This makes it hard for me to admit that I even deleted some of the text I originally added here 😅 During that time, that was right after the channel's big failure, after I finally quit and lost my enthusiasm for it. When I was in eighth grade (2020-1), I never knew what it was like to be truly alone until then. But that whole school year I didn't have a single friend. During this time, I just sat and observed other people. It's like the world was punishing me, but I deserved it. I finally saw the real world, and I finally learned to appreciate friends in the moment. So lesson learned, and life has been better since then. The real reason I left this channel was because of drama.
That's simply it, but don't worry because it's been resolved long ago. I haven’t spoken to any of them in a year or so, but I did catch up with Cupcake a few months ago. I was flattered that they reached out to me, In fact, I was so flattered I even drew them a gift because I was so happy 😂😂 but that was the last time I had a real conversation to an old friend here. Take these paragraphs as me catching up, to anyone who sees this. And the explanation you deserved years ago. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
But at the end of the day, I'm glad I left. My life couldn't be better now. I do taxidermy and bone articulation and recently got a $100 commission from a friend. I'm also a huge anatomy nerd and I love learning about the human body. I also just got a job offering at a Chiropractic Office, which correlates with my interest in anatomy (yes I accepted, I only start working during the summer though) (and side note not AS a chiropractor, it would just be working with sorting paper work etc. but still cool )
Now I'm going to prom with my friends! I can't wait, I love them so much.
Finally to wrap this up. After all thats happened since I’ve left, I noticed there is a girl down the street, the same age as me when I first started this account. With similar interests too, she reminds me so much of myself when i first created this account. She even goes to the same elementary school I went to 😂 My sister made fun of her for her interests and I was the first to defend her. My mom also gave her my old clothes and it hurts me to see so much of myself in her. I often think of this account when talking to her.
I ended up giving her this amberflight photo. If I had left it in my sketchbook, it would have gotten smeared. I just have nothing to do with it.
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