since people are asking: patrons can pledge more than a dollar at the one dollar tier, i just have the one so nobody is excluded from any content because they cant pledge more. also, my bandcamp ( smilingbroadly.bandcamp.com/ ) is the closest thing i have to a direct place to donate. but in both cases i really don't want anyone to feel an obligation to salve what's ultimately an issue systemic to youtube as a platform. thank you. also the video will be reuploaded almost surely within a month's time keep the faith
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Dang, I was saving this video until I could really pay attention because every minute is so rich! I considered watching it semi-distracted because I know it benefits creators to watch close to the release date, but also don't want those algorithm factors to influence my watching, or lead to more passive consumption. Heading to your bandcamp 💖
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As a patron, I would encourage you to set up a ko-fi or something - i want to be able to support you to be able to treat your ear!!! I have chronic health issues and was without health insurance for a while so I understand that pain 😭
4 months ago | 274
This was an incredible video that made me feel a profound sense of sonder. I'll watch it again when it goes back up for sure
4 months ago | 8
It was/is a fantastic video. It embodied/s something I really love in your videos, where you march us down every tangent as far as you reasonably can, and find unexpected crumbs of joy and fascination. It’s like an ideal conversation with an ADHD person, where they were able to pause time to meticulously factcheck and research everything that caught their fancy.
4 months ago | 25
For what its worth, its my personal favorite. My out of touch ass could actually find this one some place movie so i took that opportunity and watched it after watching your video. Hazel that was something i really needed to see, oh my god i haven't cried a good cry like that in years, since i was able to be on hormones the way i should be. It felt like a bit of my grief died to stay in penguin's memory and i genuinely feel a lot better after the fact. There's so much to say about the film without NEEDING to lean into the beer thing in the title, so i'm sure since that's the thing that's causing the trouble then a title change should do it. I know i'll be watching the reupload again. Happy holidays hazel, i hope you find cozy plans and warm companionship this holiday despite the stupid algorithm doing its stupid thing.
4 months ago | 53
It was a good video with a lot of information. I was lucky enough to watch it complete before retirement. I hope you get all the help you are looking for and have a good rest of the year to you as well.
4 months ago | 22
this video was on my frontpage and in featured but the thumbnail and title i never realized it was you and tbh those two thing combined I wasn't interested than i finally saw the hazel underneath and immediately started watching. I got 30 mins in before work it was excellent couldn't wait to watch more than it was private :( so excited for when its back
4 months ago | 28
I just went to go watch it today and couldnt find it. Ive been so busy the last week or so, and really didnt have time to take it in until now after Xmas. I wouldnt be surprised if thats the case for alot of others as well. I even was thinking "i hope engadgement isnt down" on it too. I love your stuff and you work harder than anyone, and I love that you fight to keep the scarecrow going! I hope whatever medical needs you have get sorted correctly and affordably! I cant wait to watch it when its back up!
4 months ago | 5
oh no!! I was watching it for like the third time it was really good 😭 sorry this puritan-ass algorithm screwed you ove
4 months ago | 72
Oh no! I’ll definitely watch it again when it’s back, your videos are always so lovely and entertaining. Also currently dealing with some serious ear problems so I feel your pain— hoping everything works out :( <3
4 months ago | 17
So here's the straw that finally made me a patreon supporter. This was your best video yet imo and one of the best on the platform. Absolutely wretched that a word choice in the title would be the difference between getting and going without healthcare. I pray you can soon find the recognition and support you deserve ❤️
4 months ago | 54
the video was amazing, i’m so sorry to hear about how things panned out. don’t lose hope!
4 months ago | 11
Oh no I'm sorry to hear it! I was saving it for after the holiday madness! Your videos are always a treat and I love the art you make. Sending all the well wishes and I'll support as best I can 💖
4 months ago | 8
Didn’t get around to watching the video as I’ve been in a bit of crunch mode before the holidays. Sending $5 on patreon so I can be notified when the video gets back up. Wishing you the best. Love your stuff.
4 months ago | 16
This is such a shame because it was an awesome video and I was looking forward to rewatching it while I worked on stuff, the algorithm has been exceptionally cruel to a lot of creators recently, I’ve seen channels fluctuate between 200k and 500 views and videos that used to consistently get hundreds of thousands getting only a few thousand. Super frustrating as a viewer when the algorithm decides you can’t see the people you follow. I turned on all notifications and left a comment hoping to boost engagement but it’s such a bummer. Seems like in order for a video to do well they want you to beg for engagement and it just feels so grimy
4 months ago | 9
I loved the video and will definitely watch it again when it's up. twinkle park is really cool so I bought a cassette. I hope you feel better soon. Take care and Happy Holidays.
4 months ago | 5
ahh that makes me sad, it was definitely one of my favorites since i love penguins as a whole 🥺 but i understand, and I’ll definitely sub to pateron when i can
2 months ago | 0
hazel
hi, im really terribly sorry but i've *temporarily* pulled the penguin's memory video. its my worst performing in more than two years and i suspect its because i made the mistake of putting the word "beer" in the title--despite youtube making absolutely no mention of that as a problem. no explicit demonetization or anything, it's otherwise completely unprecedented. the system is completely opaque. i'll put it up again in a couple weeks or something.
not to be too revealing but this is a complete nightmare scenario. i was supposed to be on a plane to see my family right now but had to cancel so i could start work on another video to get something else out the door asap. this one was supposed to allow me to seek treatment for an ear that's at risk of permanent damage. im at a total loss. just trying again is about the only thing i can think to do. thanks for your patience, and to the warm reception from those who saw it while it was up. i hope you have a good rest of the year❤️
(some additional info in the pinned comment)
(also art is by @lovelandisle)
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