I’m so sorry I haven’t been posting lately. Last time I made a new dragon was a month ago, a crazy commission, and I have two past due matching dragons to finish that are just laying on my desk. I have been so so stressed out lately it’s not even funny. Lowk feeling like I can’t even think about art. I wake up everyday to be my desk FILLED with crumbled paper, broken puppets, and markers everywhere. Idk if I’m just experiencing insane burnout, or if I’m just genuinely not ok.
School.. don’t even get me started. SCHOOL. do I even have to explain? It’s killing me, draining me, just absolutely suffocating me. I come back from school exhausted, literally everyday I’m exhausted. I’ve been just eating, scrolling, sleeping, forced to go to school, and repeating. Idk what I’m experiencing but it’s not normal? I haven’t picked up a pencil in idk how long. Although I know I’m not going through art block because it’s not only art that’s stressing me out.
HUGE apologies to @Eclipse_arts-x and @PuppetryX for not finishing my matching, I will get to it one day. I have about 9 or 10 matchings to plan out/finish.. including # ways..
I need to figure out my life and start to learn how to not be stupid, lazy, and immature. I’m so sorry for being stupid and not doing the things I need to do, I just thought It would be fine if I chilled down a bit bc I was exhausted, but not look where I ended up.. work, and work, and work. I’m not even behind on schoolwork, but I’m behind on yt, on the very own community I’m in. I’m ashamed of myself.
Before any of you guys say “take a break” I actually cannot.. I have so many things planned out for oct (3 year anniversary, Halloween dragon, puppet present for bsf, puppet present for mother, and 2k dragon.) so yea I’m gonna be even MORE busy heheh..
Again I’m so sorry.. i really really am.. there’s way more things that are effecting this situation as-well but they’re extremely personal. I love you guys, have a pencil day.
PencilPal
(Kinda a vent)
I’m so sorry I haven’t been posting lately. Last time I made a new dragon was a month ago, a crazy commission, and I have two past due matching dragons to finish that are just laying on my desk. I have been so so stressed out lately it’s not even funny. Lowk feeling like I can’t even think about art. I wake up everyday to be my desk FILLED with crumbled paper, broken puppets, and markers everywhere. Idk if I’m just experiencing insane burnout, or if I’m just genuinely not ok.
School.. don’t even get me started. SCHOOL. do I even have to explain? It’s killing me, draining me, just absolutely suffocating me. I come back from school exhausted, literally everyday I’m exhausted. I’ve been just eating, scrolling, sleeping, forced to go to school, and repeating. Idk what I’m experiencing but it’s not normal? I haven’t picked up a pencil in idk how long. Although I know I’m not going through art block because it’s not only art that’s stressing me out.
HUGE apologies to @Eclipse_arts-x and @PuppetryX for not finishing my matching, I will get to it one day. I have about 9 or 10 matchings to plan out/finish.. including # ways..
I need to figure out my life and start to learn how to not be stupid, lazy, and immature. I’m so sorry for being stupid and not doing the things I need to do, I just thought It would be fine if I chilled down a bit bc I was exhausted, but not look where I ended up.. work, and work, and work. I’m not even behind on schoolwork, but I’m behind on yt, on the very own community I’m in. I’m ashamed of myself.
Before any of you guys say “take a break” I actually cannot.. I have so many things planned out for oct (3 year anniversary, Halloween dragon, puppet present for bsf, puppet present for mother, and 2k dragon.) so yea I’m gonna be even MORE busy heheh..
Again I’m so sorry.. i really really am.. there’s way more things that are effecting this situation as-well but they’re extremely personal. I love you guys, have a pencil day.
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