I feel like I sounded mad and I don't want him to go to bed thinking I'm mad at him but it's too late because he's already gone to bed and I can't tell him that I'm not actually mad, I was just curious since he gets his phone taken up at 10 during week days because of stuff and like now I feel bad because this may sound odd but like I can already tell a lot from him because I'm really good at understanding people without much of them telling me, like just me studying them and I already got good things down which 90% end up being true, so like it makes me even more upset even though it's really not that bad and I kept joking around while we were talking, I'm just scared because he said ily twice and seemed off at what I asked, even if I can already tell he is what I asked and he basically already told me and it's very obvious to me since I literally pay attention way too much too him, and I feel like I'm going crazy. Maybe I should've never asked that. Like, what if he's not comfortable sharing that yet and I made him a bit upset but more upset by thinking I'm upset at him even though I'm not but I can't control the way others think, only help it, so like ughhh. Holy fucking overthinker. Yk what, I can tell my counselor this. It's for something or whatever. Anxious. Yk, I don't wanna get into that. I'm way too focused on him right now. No, because what if he's upset. I didn't mean to. I don't know if he's upset in a "Oh, she's mad at me for not answering :(" or a "She's mad at me for not answering >:(" way, which makes this so much more worse. I couldn't tell if how he was last texting was more of a mad, blunt, ugh whatever type of way, or an upset, closed off, my bad type of way. Ughhhh. I feel bad. Really bad. Yk, I can't sleep until I apologize. I need to go do that. Even if he might not see it. I still NEED to. Ughhh.
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I feel like I sounded mad and I don't want him to go to bed thinking I'm mad at him but it's too late because he's already gone to bed and I can't tell him that I'm not actually mad, I was just curious since he gets his phone taken up at 10 during week days because of stuff and like now I feel bad because this may sound odd but like I can already tell a lot from him because I'm really good at understanding people without much of them telling me, like just me studying them and I already got good things down which 90% end up being true, so like it makes me even more upset even though it's really not that bad and I kept joking around while we were talking, I'm just scared because he said ily twice and seemed off at what I asked, even if I can already tell he is what I asked and he basically already told me and it's very obvious to me since I literally pay attention way too much too him, and I feel like I'm going crazy. Maybe I should've never asked that. Like, what if he's not comfortable sharing that yet and I made him a bit upset but more upset by thinking I'm upset at him even though I'm not but I can't control the way others think, only help it, so like ughhh. Holy fucking overthinker. Yk what, I can tell my counselor this. It's for something or whatever. Anxious. Yk, I don't wanna get into that. I'm way too focused on him right now. No, because what if he's upset. I didn't mean to. I don't know if he's upset in a "Oh, she's mad at me for not answering :(" or a "She's mad at me for not answering >:(" way, which makes this so much more worse. I couldn't tell if how he was last texting was more of a mad, blunt, ugh whatever type of way, or an upset, closed off, my bad type of way. Ughhhh. I feel bad. Really bad. Yk, I can't sleep until I apologize. I need to go do that. Even if he might not see it. I still NEED to. Ughhh.
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