@name-equals-theLucidLibrarian
Dude. Take your time! Honestly, you seem like a cool guy. If staff's got you down rn, it's only natural for you to take a break. Heck, if you decide to quit, or anything anyways at all, I'd be fine with it. Just don't torment yourself trying to make stuff you can't at the moment. Just take it slow and be safe out there man.
6 months ago | 4
Hi. :\ (Hiatus*)
Yo.
So as you may (or may not) know, the channel's been inactive for a bit due to two reasons. One is real life priorities and such, which i've spoken about extensively in the past whether in posts like these or video descriptions. The other reason is one I kinda figured out a few days ago but neglected to mention (mostly due to the aforementioned irl priorities).
I just don't enjoy making music as much. Not even just remixes or originals, just music in general. I'm pretty sure it's a combination of factors like stress from life, but oddly enough, I find myself trying to make something in FL studio and I just get this feeling in the back of my mind that I'm just 'wasting time, wasting time', something I don't even know WHERE it came from, and I haven't been able to enjoy making music on my own time let alone for a youtube channel.
For the record, and I'm going to be as blunt as possible: 𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙗𝙚. I'm just hitting a rough patch of lack of motivation for composing and I wanted to get this off my chest. That being said, I don't know when I'll spring back up. It might be slow where I slowly ramp up time between uploads it might be a sudden triple upload idk. I just need time to enjoy music again, which is something I've been chipping at little by little, or at least trying to.
That leads me to the point I'm trying to make: I'm officially declaring this a hiatus. With stressors from all these different angles of life and music not even feeling worth it for whatever reason, I need to (temporarily) let one of these stressors go. Thank you all for listening and commenting (thank you all) and I'll see you next time that I upload.
Oh and I'll probably post on here still, just not music but with the community tab. I'll probably also work on my channel's style because I've had the same format for the past two years, I think It's time for a change, just saying. Alright, I'm done. Stay safe yall.
7 months ago | [YT] | 24